tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32182080152802095882024-03-22T12:42:01.316+08:00[ i am what i am] past..present.. & future...=)dealing with the past,living the present and fighting for the future...[easy..no..possible..yes!]sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.comBlogger138125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-60905738322051799162012-03-12T04:02:00.000+08:002012-03-12T04:02:28.591+08:00For You 너를 위해This is random, the writing mode is on at this hour while doing random things. Well not so random as im on my urge in marking the students' test papers which their carrymark should be up within today, and it's not complete yet! *ayatkeling/abaikan*<br />
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As going thru the marking, this song is on repeat. haha. It's the bloody sticking virus bought by Miss J and it has been there for a while. I'm not a fan of this song when i heard it from Lee Ha Yi who covered it for K-pop Star show. Then, i found out from Miss J of course that Jae Joong had sang it before in Japan concert, without knowing who is the original singer.<br />
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To be fair, i put all three versions from three different people and believe me, the feeling of these three are also different when you hear them out. haha..<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s: *sweeping all the dust! hukhukhuk* </div><br />
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</style> <![endif]--> <div style="text-align: justify;">Believe it or not 2012 is here! Like in a blink of eyes and i still wondering what have i done throughout the entire year. So i'm already one year of graduating? Why does it feels like it happened last 3 months with all those memories with friends? Here i am again asking what does this New Year means? Other people might say it's a new period for you to change yourself or to improve. It's a year where you want to strive for everything. As for me, im still doing the same thing as i did exactly on 11.59 PM 31st December 2011 where i'm on the internet, checking the twitter, reading <s>some</s> gossips, watching <s>some</s> videos in youtube and maybe watching a k-drama. So, it still the same routine, and i'm back to the square one. As i writing this up, i am still wondering what does this New Year means to me? You may say i'm slacking off in everything i've done since all mentioned are the procrastination part of me who's lazy to change. Yes, as i fell those things are the things that closely relates to me right at this moment. I may be doing the official things like teaching or studying but the routine is there. Oh, you no need to agree with me as this is a personal judgment and opinion who do not reflect on other.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">BUT, there are things that caught my interest that leads me to write this post. As you can see, the writing habit of mine is worsening tremendously without any valid reason or cure. Its affect me by the way, as i don't know where do i need to give all out of what i've feel instead of holding it inside and at the end it's leads to nothing. These are what i've seen so far over the new year resolution that people post on facebook or twitter since both sites offer a great source of all gossip in the world.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">1) A riot made by university undergrads asking for freedom in academia field.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">This is the hottest issue that viewed and received mix reaction from the people. Be it a lecturer, or students or the public, even graduates like me. I'm once undergrads student and I'm still one of them now since i've continue my study. This is NOT a political judgment, i repeat NOT a political judgment but it's based on a citizen of a country who's merdeka for over 55 years till now and 'undi anda adalah rahsia', so why bother telling which party that you are voted for. I also have my own mix reaction towards this as at first i thought that the boy who's sparked the risen of this issue is so brave. Who dare to actually do the same thing as he did before? It's the same situation if you recall a Palestine? Iraq? citizen who happen to throw a shoe toward George Bush just because of the hatred. Then, i've come across a blog who critics the boy's action as unmanned and it's a way of showing off that you're brave. Then again, my judgment changed. When i read the breaking news on how the students were beaten half-dead by the police on the night of the riot. I can feel the anger flew in me. I watched the video of incident and i thought why do they do that? It's like those have nothing to do? Police came and offered good deal for them to demolish the event, but they still stubborn to do it. At the end, most of them end up in the 'lokap' and few injured. That's the situation.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But then again, it get me to a very main concern on WHAT do they want in the first place. Have all the people who're showing their concern towards the issue look at what are these students asked in the first place thus, lead to the riot itself. As what i read and been emphasized by them, they want the university students have their own right in voicing out their opinions regardless of what issues. Those want their small rights to be heard and a small right to giving out their own thought and belief to the country. And what's so big deal about granting the human right of speaking for them. They also claimed that they do not represent any political parties and doing that in the name of justice. I believe in their fight as the objectives are clear. We're once a student. What does the role of Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) in an educational institution if they're yet failed to carry out the students' voice and forever hide behind university’s administration. The issue is simple, but with the involvement of the 'invisible' hands, it looks worse than it is. I've come across my own lecturer facebook’s status, commented upon this issue. I must say it's disappointed to have that shallow mind of him saying these people are shallow minded. He sort of felt ashamed as there are students from our university involved in that riot by citing a blog link of what a random blogger has said towards the university. Why he's so intimidated by the view of the blogger? Why did he think the reputation of the university is at stake just because of the unreliable sources and opinion pointed out regarding the issue from the unknown blogger? Instead, he's being orthodox saying that the real job of a student is studying. Has he ever wondered the real responsibility of a human being? Being a student is just ONE of the roles that have been put on our shoulders. That's the turning point of my thinking. Do public actually understand the real objective of the situation?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Weeks before, i had a talk with besties regarding what happen. It's just unintentional talk that lead to this topic and we've come to a point that it's the world where youngster like us know what is right and wrong. Who's the sifu? Of course the internet and media. You cannot control people's perceptions same goes people's opinion as we have our own belief as long as you have a solid reason on what you are rooting for. You can compare and contrast which one is black and white. You can already look for the answers and and Mr.Google does help a lots. You may want to block the online stream media like youtube and twitter, but it would not be happen as what you did in blocking the web-sharing site before. So, this is the medium of everything. I thought only old people who leaves far away from the city, who hardly get any other channel of news other than rtm would have this lousy thought of mind, but it’s sadden me when people who has full excess to online sources also acts blindly as though you’re too noob in exploring the net. I also have friends who’s taking an excuse<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>action of not caring or accurately ‘ambil cakna’ of what happen around them commented they’re too fed-up on the issues occurred. Wow, just like that? Then when people want to jump from a bridge, then you also want to jump thinking it’s actually a bungee jumping? For whatever reason you live, you need to have a strong side of opinion. Whatever opinions you have make sure it is reliable to support your verdict and not solely base on what you see and heard. Don’t be lazy to at least search deeper and read more on what’s been presented other than swallow it as what it is presented to you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">To all noobs out there, don’t be ashamed to admit yourself, (tho you're proud in reading books from Dummies series) but be ashamed of you, who do not learn anything for what happen around you. There’s a reason why a phrase like “ History repeats itself” do exist after all. </div><br />
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That's the news that i've received after one week of meeting them live and face to face in Malaysia.</div>
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This thing has been speculated long ago and now it's been confirm like really confirm. I haven't write my fan account during the Malaysia visit and yet this coming out them. Truthfully, i'm speechless as in not that-speechless-wanna-cry one but more to speechless; 'this fast? I've just saw you last week and you have this decision all along during the Asia Tour?'</div>
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Splitting in boyband is not a new thing to be cried for as it happens. Like Kak Jan said, boyband do expired, like what happen to Blue, Take That, or Boyzone. People already talked about it since Bryan left the group in 2003, but they still strong till now. After reviewing the official statement from them, it can be concluded that this is the right time for them to end it themselves as a matter of giving spaces for a new embark-able individual journey for everyone. I believe Shane wants to do business, Nicky might want to venture as an entertainer as he did before as a DJ or MC, Kian might wants to focus on his new family with the born of 'Twinkle" in anytime, while Mark, i have no prediction for Mark (LOL). The reason is too strong as it's for everybody sake not because of they arguing or somebody tried to leave the band again.</div>
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I can't explain every inch of what contribution Westlife has turn me so far as it hard to describe through words and i'm not good at it. All i can say half of what i am today is actually what i learn with them, it can be said i grow older with them as from a child who will memorize every lyrics of the songs, bought every albums that they released and how to integrate them in everyday life routine. The name Sha Filan would not exist if there's no Shane Filan, as people always wondering what is it all about. There will be no girl with good English in the primary years, (i repeat primary years not now ) who tried to translate every words that came out from their mouths, or even memorize their countless dialogs in the DVDs. It's all affect me after all. </div>
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I'm not regret for what i've sacrificed and done as a fan. Even better after i finally met them especially Shane Filan in Malaysia earlier this October. It's like a dream come true with unimaginable encounters with them all along while they're here. I come to notice that Shane and Nicky are very friendly, Kian can be a little moody and Mark can be both. Of course i will post up my fan account for that as it's a lots of things to be shared and i also have promised to my concert partner, Dhiya to put it up.</div>
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Well Westlife, though it's the end of WESTLIFE, but it's already live it up in me. I already used to the wordings, the names, the songs, and even the hazel eyes that Shane has.LOL. Not to mention, the last gift that he left me before he flew off from Malaysia. i would always believe that once you're a fan, you would always be one no matter how many others come and go. If one day you're going to make a comeback just because you're already broke, don't worry i will still support all of you like before. hahaha.</div>
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p/s : Not saying it is happening to me, just to say it's happen. ^^sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-31411078146433421372011-09-17T20:02:00.000+08:002011-09-17T20:02:29.865+08:00C.o.n.t.a.g.i.o.n<blockquote>
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Notice the so-called-long-meaningless post down there? Yes, that's the effort in welcoming a new mood to the word w.r.i.t.i.n.g. It's like a taboo words for now, as it's been a long time i don't write anything, be it an essay the hardest or even a blogpost the easiest. And i realized, writing is very important not only to express yourself but more towards my current life right now that requires me to write up about everything. Well maybe it's not engage in a full mode but sooner or later it will as my study already starts today [grapssss...].</div>
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So, as for the start in removing all the-so-called w.r.i.t.e.r.'.s.b.l.o.c.k, lets starts with something that i like and wants to talk. It's easy and you will get a very colourful and video-lize post [ekeke..bragged] Though it's annoying to have that kind of post and somehow i'm positive i will get a negative feedback upon it, why don't you just enjoy what's been presented as i am.</div>
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The semester has ended by the way. i mean the teaching period. Now, the students are busy preparing for their finals and English will be their first <strike>'killer'</strike> subject that they will face tomorrow. If you read this, then Best of Luck to you guys! Tho, i don't think they will...ekekeke. Up to the last class, the only comment that i got from them are still the same responses from the first class, "i'm worried about my English". "Am i going to fail?" " Are you going to help us?" "How am i going to write an essay?" The evil me would say, now we're in the last class and you asked me these kind of crap? It's not their fault actually. As for me, learning English is like a life-time learning. There are always something new that you can learn everyday if you allow yourself to be exposed to lots of English. It's just you really need passion in order to do it. Lets say you want to improve the language by reading English newspaper everyday, then how long will it last? As for me, i honestly said i rarely read English newspapers due to maybe i am too busy [busy la sangat!] or i find it very boring. That's why i said, try to find something that you are enjoyed with like watching tv or movie but make sure it's in English subtitle. Then you may be able to grab something out of the dialogue. For example, one day i heard Azeem shouted from the toilet calling for my father, "Abah, is that you?" in English! I mean the 6-years-old Azeem! I don't know if he got it from watching 'PowerPuff Girls' or 'Chowder'. That's is the development i'm talking about. It's a simple phrase, but how many of you can say exactly the same phrase when you're 6 years old, hands up, i'm not either. If you used to the language, it will naturally comes to you in any form, be it in writing and speaking. The exposure itself is very important. Chitravelu once said in her book, babies learn to speak by listen to what's been said to them. Like you always said to a baby, 'papa' 'mama', of course the words would registered in their brain and they're able to pronounce it in the first place.</div>
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Okey, now drop the theory in there as it become serious suddenly...hehe..i'm happy that i'm been able to write this long, up to this level but still im learning and improving myself for better and worst. Of course there's a jealousy in me when i read others blogs as they have so many things to talk about and their instructions are perfectly well explained in wordings which i'm lack to. Hey, a person can change if she wants. All she needs to do is removed all the blockage and stop procrastinating then you will see a brand new you. You may be look so ordinary on the outside, without you realize your own potential as yourself.</div>
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If anybody who’s with me maybe know who is he and as for others maybe they’re just wonder why im too stick to him. And for people outside the circle also maybe recognize him as the man with the golden hair and cold blooded characters as he portrayed in his previous dramas. Or how people asked me why on earth you like him, the one who’s so ‘keras’ when acting. However, it ain’t enough to evaluate a person through a series that he stared in. But, I respect others opinions as it’s theirs plus I have no blood-related or what so ever to the person but only the relationship of a fan with the idol.<br />
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sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-79651151679848859082011-08-15T23:13:00.003+08:002011-08-15T23:26:04.212+08:00what do you wanna be?In my 23 years of life, i still have no idea at all where my life is heading to as everything that i wanna do is less working and i'm tired in hoping and planning. i dont have any life planning right now leave alone in 2 or 3 years or even next year. life has become a robot where you just go with the flow, go to work, back from work and so on. plus, with additional one more burden soon, let see which part of my ship is going to sink first. could it be in educating, working, studying or leisuring life. It's already burden me, really. Feel like suffocate in your own world where you don't know where the escape route is. and sometime fulfilling others expectation is tiresome. Just a rant.
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<br />sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-73522471699942765122011-07-27T02:34:00.004+08:002011-07-27T04:58:36.093+08:00They're coming....!!After 11 years of waiting, WESTLIFE's coming to Malaysia!!! [wooot....wooottt]<br /><br />I was actually screamed a bit when i saw Mark tweeted the details of the Asia tour thru his twitter and the news become a hot topic for a while as everybody actually anticipating for it.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0j8UyGMm8ur_NgdJClRauGUn_l1xsT1yjXzg53-wHzTEf0Tfn3Bjvy2t9dPoBALQk-MM_qQKCq-tHI5u0UZr4teKFjjaktCwTPSYwY-D4FqvmNmf4vWbTNwlmoyoX5QqFusTBZ0mcQ9Tf/s1600/mark.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 373px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0j8UyGMm8ur_NgdJClRauGUn_l1xsT1yjXzg53-wHzTEf0Tfn3Bjvy2t9dPoBALQk-MM_qQKCq-tHI5u0UZr4teKFjjaktCwTPSYwY-D4FqvmNmf4vWbTNwlmoyoX5QqFusTBZ0mcQ9Tf/s400/mark.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5633734093366521746" border="0" /></a>They're coming here maybe for the the new album, 'Gravity' promotion where i havent even download the songs, let alone in buying the cd. Actually, i missed 3 of their records in my collection, and the songs also feels alienated to me. But, hey...hey... Mr.Shane voice is still the best yo.! ekeke... and to add up the hot & spicy to this juicy news, Sony Music Malaysia also posted the early details about it in their <a href="http://www.facebook.com/notes/sony-music-malaysia/westlife-coming-to-malaysia-gravity-tour/10150260162172881">FB</a> .<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhV4c4yLxkXgjvi2L2Vw33QK6gN3_N8xuL6ebtCJPJsNJnZBSYXiriEj2drLWf77soeDcm0-UxRN2fXqyH6qjZ17cvDMNoNLG5prHI3THsSPPeFP8js_j6ZG8LzgGl2_yI9dGkALuAMgURb/s1600/281268_10150375515296959_273893046958_10128849_2422723_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 367px; height: 366px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhV4c4yLxkXgjvi2L2Vw33QK6gN3_N8xuL6ebtCJPJsNJnZBSYXiriEj2drLWf77soeDcm0-UxRN2fXqyH6qjZ17cvDMNoNLG5prHI3THsSPPeFP8js_j6ZG8LzgGl2_yI9dGkALuAMgURb/s400/281268_10150375515296959_273893046958_10128849_2422723_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5633736402037986930" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Like i said it's been 11 years for me and others. It's like from childhood memories and suddenly it's about to come true. Most of my friends even said is Westlife still exist after all this while? Well IT IS of course! Up till now, i really think i can gather a 'rombongan mak kiah' to tag along for this. hahaha...<br /><br /><br />p/s: waiting for the seating layout...^^ and hoping my money tree grows very well on October.^^sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-7517990348843978692011-07-27T01:52:00.002+08:002011-07-27T02:23:24.871+08:00changing...I'm here!!!!<br />Looks like the writing mode kicks off when i have caffeine for a day. I did slurp for double shot for tonight as a matter of staying up late and finishing what's supposed to be finished.<br /><br />It's been almost 1 month im in the new work place. Everything's fine as for now and i feel so much worried as this is the big institution where everything is counted and everyone wants to be part of it. Not to doubt about the previous place, but i actually can compare it now. Not going to brag about the system or stuff but prefer more on the teaching and the students.<br /><br />I've been given to teach 2 subjects that involve students from semester 1 and 3. For semester 1, it will focus more on grammar while semester 3 is all about writing. Both skills that i'm lacking off in my own-self. I must say that this time i really do the teaching part as i have time to study and make sure that the students understand what they have been presented with. It reminds me back at the old place where I've got to teach 5 subjects all together in one semester, let alone their level and semesters. It's all mess-up. It come to the sense that is it for quality or quantity. I can say that my previous teaching has no quality at all, as you've been burden with lots of unrelated things plus the killing teaching loads which hardly makes me focus into the classroom preparation. Now i felt that i should have make the classroom activity and teaching works on them.<br /><br />Education is not about making money and such. It's about how you make the students learn something in your class and how they response towards your teaching. It's hard as being an educator it involves to educate and shaping them in becoming a human being. So do not label the teacher for whatever they are because sometime it's stressful in order to make a normal human understand what you are talking about. AND teaching do not involve any medium. It can revolve in any places in the world as along as your knowledge is shared.<br /><br />Though this new place is established and well-known, the English level is just the same as the students still struggle with that 2nd language. I have encounter the weak students in class where they can't even pronounce the simple words or their slang is the barrier to the speaking. So it's just the same be in here or there, people struggle with it, as i hope i would have done better there.<br /><br />what am i talking about?? I dont know either...lalalala....<br /><br /><br />p/s: yes...my english is bad too as im also learning and im not the native speakers..you have problems with that?sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-66145916213588176432011-06-13T02:33:00.006+08:002011-06-13T03:15:55.817+08:00Lie To Me...<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span"><u><br /></u></span></div><br />I'm sure i should not be posting this up and it's like so suddenly out of nowhere the urge to write come and this time i self-surrender to what i feel. I'm actually in the middle of translating the Episode 4 of 'OneDay' as it needs to be submitted by (tonight?tomorrow?) haha i dont know already, as long as my second boss will see this trans in her email by tomorrow morning and it means no sleep for me as it's just 2/5 of it done?. Yes, i love and miss the feeling of writing without having any restriction to what you're going to put on your post.<div><br /><div>In keeping up with my sleepy head, i'm just doing the translating while watching new drama, crazy ait? it's really makes my work slower on the left side while the eyes are glued to the right side even more, but it couldn't be helped. It's just a sadpy sloopy love story as always, where he dumped her then comes new girl and then she's coming back and he wants her back and leave the other 'she' clueless on what actually happen. (cliche already) It just reminds me back on Kim Samsoon, as in here we have Yoon Eun Hye, way better compare to Samsoon but the storyline is quite the same. Yes, i did watched it because of YEH all the way but half way of the episodes, i googled for Kang Ji Hwan. Like i said, it's juat a simple, cliche ,predictable love story but i just love it. It's still getting in sense on how typical waman fall</div><div> for a man but the man still in the memories of the other woman. Sigh~~~ life's hard. My fave quote would be, it's the matter on living and starting new life or living with your hunted past memories that will hurt you soon as if the wound would heal.</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRBIojhZ7XozGj-35ropea9fxQAxgURLzbAC2qjqzd_enjSOEYPrj8jijC90P4CU1gUdY4h1fWHAVj_XndusJ-nFaXNGNdzROx09OG4dPbTEQvjNetYsQvPgs3Lkj4jH0HkjzBBMStPhan/s400/untitled.PNG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 250px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5617408636495976674" /><div style="text-align: center;">[leftrightleftright @_@]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>Getting until this paragraph, i dont know what i'm rambling about, it's just i need to say what you have read. If you dont understand, then don't be. It's not for information or something. If you do understand, thank you for reading. Maybe i do miss this blog really much. Though it's nothing, but at least it has something that others done, it's a my life journey as well. So better to keep it live and continue writing or just let it dead and rarely open it, it's all my choice. And it's clearly that making a choice is not an easy things do and it's getting complicated when it's involve many parties. Till then, that's all i wanna say.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: i think my hormone ain't stable yet. =.='</div></div><div>: do i sort of missed the [click, cling and pang?] <-------help me 'Azril', what's urs?</div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-86930221780155479302011-05-18T01:23:00.002+08:002011-05-18T01:24:21.116+08:00hello??<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQVDHxC1KjIVd28uDz5_cQSKiXmUO3VjkairC1HXAY0RC_NjTpd5ZSmOSOyjoB_RcMFLX-KDLs7Q65ymorOYM_gd7yf7VUKYG1QV2XLtkYAgD6hyphenhyphenF9Kg2VDWI_WiA_h5vFvslw4wrr8lrf/s1600/hello.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQVDHxC1KjIVd28uDz5_cQSKiXmUO3VjkairC1HXAY0RC_NjTpd5ZSmOSOyjoB_RcMFLX-KDLs7Q65ymorOYM_gd7yf7VUKYG1QV2XLtkYAgD6hyphenhyphenF9Kg2VDWI_WiA_h5vFvslw4wrr8lrf/s400/hello.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5607736989693532290" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">coming back soon....? (>.<')<br /></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-26818253081508377872011-03-26T18:44:00.003+08:002011-03-26T19:11:47.485+08:00procrastinating...Hola....it's me!!! (sweeping all the dusk here...)<br />i hate of writing, 'it's been a while' and IT IS!! i'm always a lazy bum, and when i can't make my thought to get out from my brain thru my skull and on this blog, then i'm a failure. See how the topic of today's posting? yes! i'm procrastinating over other important things that should be done and finished maybe last week? Now i understand the underlying meaning of this word when my friend, <a href="http://airportsandme.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2011-02-22T05%3A47%3A00-08%3A00&max-results=1">Tasha </a>keep using it before.<br /><br /><h1 style="text-align: center;">Pro-cras-ti-nation</h1><span style="font-weight: bold;">by means: </span>is putting off or avoiding doing something that must be done.<br /><br />And right now, i'm suppose to revise the notes for the subjects that i'm going to teach next semester but i havent done it yet and i'm avoiding it by updating this blog and going to give a full rant about it. I bought home all the books that related to the subjects, go through the syllabus, marked which page i should going thru again and still i'm stuck in shortening the info into a neat notes. Can i just read it and not preparing any notes for the students? hahaha...my new way of teaching is i love torturing them in writing it out instead of me giving the photocopied ones.<br /><br />Speaking of next semester, it's a short sem but i've got 4 subjects to cover it all and i can feel how a dead meat i am in order to prepare all the subjects. C'mon guys, if possible they want to squeeze all the English subjects in this semester and my total of teaching load would be 26 hours/week. it's PACKED! no more internet, no more running man and no more twitter i believe. but..but..but... it's all a timetable and on a paper, who know what might actually happen during the course...ekekeke...not going to spoil it here.<br /><br />I've been thinking lately how i'm still here, in the place where i used to think that i will leave it in a short period of time but now, i'm still continuing till the 2nd semester. Even my friend already quit and already gone back to her hometown for better a future. I never brag about it before, as i don't what should i say. Though, everybody will advice me to stay there and gain something from the experince and i believe i am doing it now. i don't know how serious, or hopeless or drained this upcoming 6 weeks will be, but we shall wait and see the outcomes.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><div style="text-align: center;"><blockquote><span style="font-style: italic;">Procrastination, running circles in my head.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> While you sit there contemplating,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> You wound up left for dead (left for dead)</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> Another day, another casualty.</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> And that won't happen to me.....</span></blockquote></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p/s: how i love being able to write in here.....T_Tsha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-10769328157182393482011-02-01T02:11:00.003+08:002011-02-01T12:20:25.387+08:00life is like a drama, but it's not perfect as it is.<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">hoolaaaa</span>!<br />it's been a while...and i think i keep saying those words in every posting of mine lately. Not that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">i'm</span> not aware of it, it's just...YES..it's really been a while..i miss writing here, but the time constrains really bugs me now days.. i don't know what actually I'm doing that makes myself so busy and stuff. and like before, works will never be finished.<br /><br />Sometimes in order to escape the reality, you just need to create your own fantasy where you;ll be really comfortable in it. Ignore anybody who don't understand yours, as long as you feel fine and happy in what your doing. the pass weeks, tho I'm busy, but <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">i've</span> been spoil with dramas. two perfect dramas that i think or most of us would have a thought to be one of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">these</span> characters in it. how the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">heroin</span> got to meet the gorgeous man, even though how ugly or clumsy or even boyish she is, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">there's</span> still a handsome tall man will chase after her and will do anything to get her attention. That's the typical drama that you'll be seeing everyday. Taking about real life, we do have our own drama in our own script. it's just that you don't know how the story of your life will lead you further. seeing the character cried, you also cried along with them, as if you really understand how it feels to be what they feel that time. When it comes to the hero, everything seems perfect. He's the man of your dream. The great imagination and the perfect human being in the world. But, the sadden thing is the role is just a creation made by the writer.<br /><br />Life hasn't been this perfect, there must be some way that you will also get hurt the most. A time when you feel really down that you don't have any energy to face the day, or even a time when you really want to deeply fall in love like any other people but you just can't. Just because you're in a reality world when anything can't be predicted. Sometimes you always feels to be in other people shoes like <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">adoring</span> how perfect their life could be, but at the end you just have to be grateful for who you are because your living on this earth must have a great reason that sooner or later you will know the meaning underlying the life that's been given by Him. Poorly, we are just who we are. and they are also who they are. This is the life...this is the reality that we must face everyday...^^<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.sulekha.com/mstore/muralidharpb/albums/default/Life%20Quotes3.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 500px; height: 359px;" src="http://www.sulekha.com/mstore/muralidharpb/albums/default/Life%20Quotes3.JPG" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />p/s : too many perfect storylines struck in the head sometimes can make me drown by it...T_Tsha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-25456337272782139962011-01-07T00:30:00.004+08:002011-01-07T01:48:18.485+08:00webby speedy web....<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>the last ranted about me finding a job was on 5th October 2010...and today is actually 7th January 2011 and im employed! hahaha...so my posting thru this blog would be only <b><span class="Apple-style-span" >ONE</span></b> post for each month back?? so pathetic....! How to cure this pathetic-ness? [ade ke words tu? haha]<div><br /></div><div>Sorting back of the past is good! and you actually can laugh about it. how funny, mad, crazy and upside down ur life is...and i'm thankful <b><span class="Apple-style-span" >THIS</span></b> not-so-'alive' blog did stored something that i think i wouldn't even remember if i don't wrote it in here.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday, i had lots of things in mind. Just because i read the newspaper..haha how busy life can be even u can't read at all...huhuh.. and at this moment i realise working's suck!! WHEN...you got tons of work to do and even has to come on weekends, but the pay is SMALL! When i said LOTS...it's really is!! T_T hardly catching up with one thing, you already got another things to settle... =( Just leave the work thingy here...cause the load would never finish.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>Back to lots of thought in mind...., yes...i still have it ..unorganised and need to write down on paper first as always..hahaha looks soo serious isn't it? but, it;s actually works. i can't write about something without drafting it first on papers, lets just said the paper and i have the connection...not forgetting the pen. haha then how you're going to be a journalist or editor?? <------itu belakang kire!</div><div><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjoOyfollbAz7DFWnGP1GMXjFmm9iZzDVz8XMMHQB4kZEmxyqNaLj06ZkgOededAhQQM1QeKYt2Sp9ccp5oLPAIUIBkrrmGcq1bouQ_XWOVwLYhJ-6Vlx7Ut4_F6-V3bkLhwF1hjVHy9ZTD/s400/Cartoon-Web-with-spider.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 378px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559127736056695346" /><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span">*trying to clean the webby speedy web* haha</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>So guy, this girl has nothing to put up here. this is also a random one since i posted the last photo here, and the i realise about the lack of updating. Though, i'm sure there's not many people will stop by here...but still it's something good to share..ahaha...ape-apela...will moved this lazzy butt to work more and be more hardworking!! erk??!</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s i'm turning to one year older.....O_Y</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-46332511084610545272011-01-07T00:16:00.003+08:002011-01-07T00:21:24.270+08:00alien???<div><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8DVa0Jcpo44FqJ3lHfiVb5RCfZujH_MG6RBFnUXsBwF-yG8MJwv-PqJFZkY76k0g4JfSq02zrCbmVXhQhAuZNcaYK4uT-1ok5X6IcYzyUEIGuqwCiaJ0p502RrEGFbd_a5GkSr8Qkln0z/s1600/1453B43C4D225552087464.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 1200px; height: 675px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8DVa0Jcpo44FqJ3lHfiVb5RCfZujH_MG6RBFnUXsBwF-yG8MJwv-PqJFZkY76k0g4JfSq02zrCbmVXhQhAuZNcaYK4uT-1ok5X6IcYzyUEIGuqwCiaJ0p502RrEGFbd_a5GkSr8Qkln0z/s1600/1453B43C4D225552087464.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><div>this pic is toooooooooo big in resolution that you could only see half? of it...haha...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s was trying on how to hotlink actually..hahaha...</div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-73292541610055018832010-12-14T00:44:00.005+08:002010-12-14T02:35:26.840+08:00about being lucky..<div style="text-align: left;">It took me a while to write about this as i dont know where to start but wants to share about it. It's something that's rarely happen but do occur in one's life and i just got mine last week. I've never been so lucky in my life, be it my exam results, competitions or even lucky draw, but about what happen last week do make me realise that if fate and miracle takes control or get involve in anything, it'll be awesome. trying to be part of a lucky draw contest wasn't even my attention although the prize is priceless. i already know the consequences about being in the luck and lucky event, where whether you are actually lucky enough or the lady lucky is on your shoulders, then you can win the prizes. Even sometime happen to my friends who actually don't paid much hope on anything and suddenly they won the prize..so envy. So my journey with this lucky charm just started when i bought the <b>TheFaceShop</b> products, just because my <b>MAN</b> [you know who] actually endorse this label for a new contract. Before this, i even haven't laid my eyes on the TheFaceShop and wondered why there's still Bae Yong Joon as their spokesperson. But, it's all changed when <b>Kim Hyun Joong</b> takes place and the rest is history.~~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>So, to cut thing short, <b>KHJ</b> is going to do an Asia Tour for the <b>TheFaceShop</b> outlets started in Korea of course, then Singapore and surprisingly Malaysia was included. It's like half of the dream come true already. After the announcement have been made, the info started to fill in and at that time the Malaysia event was actually not confirmed yet but not Singapore. I was thinking of taking the big steps in my life by flying to the other shore until i got a news...i REPEAT it's a NEWS not rumor said that he's confirm coming to Malaysia. Ommoooo! don't know how to describe as i'm myself also wondering is it really true or not? Is this the time where i covered back my frustration over the last year chasing them (SS501) when they landed here for a quick fanmeeting? Tried to gather all my sense which i would think impossible to do as it's all tremble and flying aways as in my mind i would only think "i'm going to KL no matter what!". =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>For the Malaysia event, you actually need to buy the products worth than rm50, so that you'll get the chance to be entitled in the lucky draw. Just a confirmation in participating and not confirming that you'll going to see him face to face and got the autograph. That's bad! really bad! as i'm never ever been any luckier in anything. At that time, i guess the Singapore event is much more secured to attend since they actually selling the fanmeeting tickets by buying the products, so it's actually a confirmation that you're actually will be able to get in no matter what! As long as you're in the earliest people who manage to grab the chance, then the place is yours. After deep of consideration, i'm staying with Malaysia. Not knowing what will happen, i just planned up everything, applying for leave, air ticket also, and sort of one or two stuff. But the most painful part was in getting a good camera to borrow as everybody had their own excuses that weekend. Not going to let the chance slipped by not having a good camera to shot him haha...called me crazy but it's the man that you're actually always looking through the posted photos in the webs and videos in the YouTube. And now, he will be breathing the same air as you, who would have want to miss that chance?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>The day of TheFaceShop started to call people for the notification of their winning, i really don't put high hopes as i only spent rm50 compare to others who spent nearly thousand and just solely hope everything will based on the luck. So no preparation on winning other than a stalking plan trip to KL. That's is..until late in the evening a received a call, an unknown number to be precise. And the caller said, "Hi there, i'm from TheFaceShop....Congratulation! You actually......" and i can't heard any words on what he's saying anymore! and i won the Lucky draw!! like that freaking lucky draw! O.M.G! i just started to laugh as i GOT the chance to meet <b>KIM HYUN JOONG!!</b> and the stalking plan turn to be the triple stalking with that chance! hahaha</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWUqkdsdRFO1PyhFbyP6hl_8C1eFh5aABaeB974fjY9Hi2A4BJp2dOKvI8m6wpfPTZY10ccwTYQlJexUkxxEh75QusbKU9Acyq_chkzppnrKjPKIPb1rur8swn3oB1YHFhYDIe3tZV1vjO/s400/win.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 400px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5550234487227268802" /></div><div><br /></div><div>being able to feel the lucky charm is hard to describe. I mean it's all mix-up and also pretty mess-up too. You feel like you've been blessed or something and somehow ever wonder why you're so lucky in this kind of thing which makes me worried and scared as is it going to be the joy that "HE" wants me to feel before giving in the hard times in future. Not over think about it, i just feel what it should be felt that time. It was a wonderful awesome journey that you'll never forget. You also just gotta learn something new from everything that happen.</div><div><br /></div><div>Chasing over idol or even fantasied about them may be lame or wasting our time which sometimes people around me won't get it. But beyond the craziness and the chasing there's actually something great happen underlaying the actions and only the people who involved will able to feel it. I ain't complaining for what happen as i valued it as pro and the cons in life. Sometimes being a mature person not only been measured through your action but somehow through the experiences and the journey of becoming one.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: YES! i'm not regret of what i'm doing... =)</div><div> : and the series of the stalking will continue...ngeh...ngeh....ngeh.....<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-51774686386180888152010-12-08T00:34:00.002+08:002010-12-08T00:46:39.375+08:00He was HERE!!!!!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3G5-MT_SyLVGbKDi4Uge35SvCGsFixfvjDRntLRHvMF6yRm6WF-FAjuv0vxR7oLxzIijMqr-q0DLLjxSkgEcZGj047NBS9FIq_Anon-4Xgcicq4g6oYx327tJhwwmwdLf3QfLiOoprsAh/s400/DSCN3368.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547981349678193042" /><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg5opo9dzJlijvKcNdPx4fzjF9Rs-lpmRaauwta0YKpu70uGATj1jpHTrlFfK8uV8-_nfs9qO7iaYz1SXlXn-qLz2k0jgEf9cUI3D58OYDv9NiglwcwtCay7yVCtVA5w-N0SzYhHsrT6OGi/s400/hjl+n+i.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547981359408821554" /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>and I am LUCKY!!!......finally this man hit this shore and bring his million watt smile together!!!!<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s : more will come....ngeh..ngeh..ngeh.... <-----bajet mystery! O_O<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-57137700815873123532010-11-15T00:52:00.004+08:002010-11-15T01:38:58.515+08:00this is the story of a girl....<ul><li>who cried a river and drowned the whole world....[ by Nine Days]<br /></li><li>her life will entirely change by tomorrow and she missed the yesterday of her already...T_T</li><li>who believes that people who is overly sensitive and think she's good or great should just be drown in the sea.... [she's evil! but she's sick n tired for being misunderstood all the time]<br /></li><li>who have many thoughts and stories to share but still dont have the 'feel' to write about it up until this rant.</li><li>who still in dilemma thinking about how she's going to make an extreme + costly moves for the first time in her life.. [would she be allowed to do soo?? ]</li><li>who thinks some people who become close to other people just because of the status/power/influence that they had, and the some people should be buried alive! [shame on u! kipas bontot org je tau!]</li><li>who suddenly obsesses with this guy out of nowhere, where she should just be loyal to one ONLY! [ekekekeke....bajet!]<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje6vr0-w7K10k6W0-y1I-iONEe9ZWAN5g230-2dWfVvF2felA2UZI1RtPbfRD-xv_jz8trX2aRljIGZmuEA1K2AQYoH_ZyeFfjBthGjAmoTHIuVOxnvJ7QYvesM467ozKSoQnCmiufx-Q2/s1600/zyg.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEje6vr0-w7K10k6W0-y1I-iONEe9ZWAN5g230-2dWfVvF2felA2UZI1RtPbfRD-xv_jz8trX2aRljIGZmuEA1K2AQYoH_ZyeFfjBthGjAmoTHIuVOxnvJ7QYvesM467ozKSoQnCmiufx-Q2/s400/zyg.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5539457421740723730" border="0" /></a></li><li>who thinks she should stop now, because she dont know what will wait for her tomorrow, monster? otomen? or even another surat saman ekor..</li><li>so, she better go to sleep like a good boy above ^_^......</li></ul><br /><br /><br />p/s: a random thoughts of 'she/her'.......O_O , as idk if this is true or imaginary? hahasha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-70871211391915123452010-10-27T23:38:00.002+08:002010-10-27T23:48:59.667+08:00this is LOVE...guess what i accidently found!!<div>my background music with vocal...!</div><div>hehehe..</div><div>was browsing the YT as always, then a friend tweet about something else but this music as the background and with VOCAL!</div><div>all this while i though it's only the music along plays by Yiruma...hehe</div><div>so let's listen together...</div><div><br /></div><div><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/zJSVgv2FXbM?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/zJSVgv2FXbM?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">[this one is him himself sings it on Yoo Hee Yeol's Sketchbook show]</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nsVbtpHztNU?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nsVbtpHztNU?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></div><div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: center;">[this one is him playing the piano while the vocal sing by Ravin]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">p/s : i wish i can play like him...but that's only my hangat-hangat taik ayam... O_O</div><div><br /></div></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-77388245729298461762010-10-20T00:34:00.005+08:002010-10-22T04:05:34.925+08:00i realise...<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div>i just realise that,<div><br /></div><div>i really do take care of people, but in the same time unconsciously hurting them inside...huhu</div><div><br /></div><div>i do be very attentive to them with my action, but then i will hurt them too with my acts or even words....</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>i do care for them without verbally saying it loud, but at the end i failed to make it last long,</div><div><br /></div><div>i do give good impression to people, but at the end me myself who ruins it...[crash n burn]..</div><div><br /></div><div>i always be the person who actually to be blame, if the friendship ruins...hmm am i too provoking sometimes?</div><div><br /></div><div>whatever it is, i just wanna say this out loud, i do care for you people...all of you...sometime it's just me who's really bad in expressing myself, or maybe t<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">oo good in acting so that people wont know who am i actually...hahaha...</span></div><div><br /></div><div><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhhmu3eotpM38Ly8MT-Sbe80xnRGDYTdQdqdQJMcN8gE02OpnsDsBIWK-xqKVa6njBN7Hs99BRhhz10HHq3Ox3Eci6FpGzmq6xYNKy4FEJ9o8tic_C1PoGzmQHp1CUK9aJPWfQomWnA9mYN/s400/i-love-u.gif" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 480px; height: 476px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530592715743424306" /></div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: oh..maybe this is the way i'm actually expressing myself...hahaha</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10.8333px; "> 너 같은 사람 또 없어 주위를 둘러봐도 그저 그렇던 걸</span></div>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-61889894726417993432010-10-05T21:35:00.003+08:002010-10-05T22:05:56.905+08:00rant!<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">If a head-hunter is someone who’s actually looking for an employee, i would say searching for employers is even harder. Since all my life this time involve being a jobless person, more or less my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">facebook</span> status, my twitter’s tweets and now my blog entries deals with a jobless people’s rant. I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ain</span>’t complaining but i’m sick of it. Now i start to fight with myself on what happen. Should i go for something out of my league, or wait for an opportunity that offers me to be well in my own field? The field that i devoted myself for 4 years in study. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">Truth said, i’<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ve</span> no confidence in following that straight path. I have no confidence in teaching people with my absurd English and have no confidence in dealing the people who actually seeking for the knowledge that me myself think i don’t have anything to offer. Oh! Please understand! <span style="mso-spacerun:yes"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">I’m just looking for opportunity to be extra ordinary, and now i’m thinking is it a failure to actually enrolled in course that offer no skills in it? I mean, an engineer student who lack of English skills has something else to offer to the job-world, that is his/her engine skills. English is just a spice that will make the market will go for you and sign you up with them. Then what about, an English student, who’s trying to apply for a job, she has nothing to offer other than an English qualification degree, with no other skills. I have friends in the teaching field also, the reason they’<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">ve</span> been accepted is because they sell their English well. Meaning that, they can acquire the language well compare to mine. [down!!]<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">OK, i’m mumbling about the language again. Sometime i think, can <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Bahasa</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Melayu</span> takes place in everything? <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Hahaha</span>...of course it’s impossible...!<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Hahahaha</span>..ignore my rants. I really felt to vomit it all here as in releasing of what i feel now. It’s not that i don’t like to be educator, but this person is too greedy in looking for something more in her life. Being different from anyone else which she also don’t know how, what, when and where to start it off.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">p/s : bla..bla..bla....</span></p>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3218208015280209588.post-31182222275217080172010-10-05T21:20:00.003+08:002010-10-05T21:34:33.442+08:00crash and burn!<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">It’s all started 2 weeks ago when i received a phone call late in the evening,<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">When the caller introduced herself, i’m stiff and numb a while before i could decipher of what actually she’s saying.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">I was so excited to get the call and after a brief interview through the phone, she asked me to sit for an aptitude test after Hari Raya. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">I told my parents about it , and they objected it in the first place since the job descriptions has nothing to do with my degree qualification. But then i insisted in trying the test for gaining some experience.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">To cut thing short, i sit for the test. It was an IQ test with compilation of Math and some problem solving questions. Along with me are 4 other candidates who i believe seeking a job position as mine. Finish with the test, i felt, “Ok..this is it, i’m not going to pass it.’ since i left so many blanks. Next few days, a woman called again said that i passed the test and wonder if i can attend the 1st interview for the position. I was like ‘what?? I did???’ but of course it’s all in mine..and i couldn’t believe it also to what had happen. Once again, i packed my bags, headed to KL once again for a promising future as i believe of course.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">I’ve been interviewed by a manager i guess. He’s so kind. Asking questions like you already guess in the beginning, and i stuttered a bit when he mentioned how much do i expected for the salary. Still, after the interview, i do hope for something, but then it’s too good to be true to happen in mind. The atmosphere was very promising and he said i better prepared for 2<sup>nd</sup> interview after this also. So i was like, Ok another interview to go. It was Monday as I could remember.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">On Tuesday, once again a voice of a woman called and asked me for the 2<sup>nd</sup> interview. I couldn’t believe it! Am i that lucky? Or is it something with me that you need to confirm more? When I’ve been escorted to a room, i’m shock that the interviewer is a foreigner. She also looks nice and i’m shiver. I know her expectation would be higher. Everything went well although i think i screwed with my speaking a bit. What do you expect when having communication with a native speaker, of course she expects you to be well communicate with her.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">On Monday, i got a replied e-mail saying, “We regret to inform that you are not through for the shortlisted candidates. It’s because we need candidates with good English communication......and bla...bla..bla...”<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><b>DAMN!</b></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB"> Been rejected is soo hard! It’s even harder when it’s involve something that you think it’s your field to communicate well in English and at the end, it’s actually fails you. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">Not that i’m complaining my English, but YES! I AM! i keep thinking on how to improve my English communication. Can someone send me in the Fed Ex box to English speaking countries so that i can learn mine? I do believe language is something you actually acquire. No matter how hard you learn, you will not be good as the native’s one if you don’t be surrounded by them or even used it in your daily life. So any solutions for me?<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language:EN-GB">p/s</span><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span">: when the fall is too hard, you don't even feel the hurts.</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB"><span class="Apple-style-span"> : am i creating story up there? so not me! haha then who is ME?</span></span></p>sha filanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13924947030612615173noreply@blogger.com3