failed!

i scream out of my lung for Year 1 class today...Yes! i know it's bad! really bad...and my lesson objective cannot be archived for Year 5 lesson...actually for both classes i guess...what happen for me today, i also dun know.

In Year 5 class, i suddenly felt lost...i dunno how to teach them..i can feel they're making judgment towards me...what a thought! even when i said simple things in English pun, still they cannot understand what im saying and yet act like you're already born with English as ur native language!! arrrghhh....geram nye!!! and i hate textbook! y English need to be taught using that horrible textbook! plz3! and why our education is based on the exam oriented! i also not a good English learner...i know to differentiate the using of is, are , was, were when i was in standard 6, and believe me...Westlife songs really help me in my vocab. You can ask my father for the clarification..i used to remember, every morning before i go to school, i will start the car's engine, insert the Westlife cassette into the radio and sing along with the lyrics in my hands. i do it every morning. i know it's not easy to acquire the language...until now i'm also still struggling with it. And im also not perfect! You can see the grammatical errors in the posting or even misspell words in it. sigh~~~


and for Year 1, i feel really sorry and pity for them. There are students who really give full commitment in class. i feel happy with that. i'm not blaming them for always running here and there, for always seeking for my attention in everything they've done, for everything they said about my attitude, or even if they always asking me to go to the toilet hundred times. they still young and still in the playing mode. i always try my best to make them enjoy with English lesson, even though, sometimes i also can't think of any activity that can be used in the class. But please students, this trainee teacher sometimes just need all of you to follow the instructions. i can the frustration in your eyes saying "What a boring English class and activities." but...but...but... in order you to know the language, you need to go thru all that just like i did when i was in standard 1. huhuhu....

believe me, i really want to do anything just to make sure all of you can used the language as much as i do. As English period is only for 1 hour, it's hard for me to focus to eac one of you. Don't tell me other teachers can as they already teachers while i'm a trainee.

in the school, only me and senah is the truly English teachers, meaning born from the English teaching training while others mostly come from the KPLI program. Not that they don't qualified, it's just there're still something lacking in their teaching...and who am i to judge them as i also the trainee...but please teachers.. (as im also remind for myself)..the one who we're teaching right now is our own people. Malay to be specified, the one who's always been label low achiever in English language and proficiency. There's still lacking English teachers in school, it's a fact that can't be deniable nor be argued.What will happen next? i also don't know...just let wait and see if there's any progress with Year 5 class.

soothing words?

p/s: down! n tired! =(

i want updates....!!

i want to update my blog!!
so much to says and tells and stories...
but then..the laziness stops me!
i am such a lazy person! am i lazy?
yes i am! haha
i want to tell how we're ended up eating at the ahjuhmaa korean food stall twice last week,
i want to say how busy i am for this whole week with class and tesl nite yg ntah ape2 tue..,
i also want to tell story about senah's terengganu trip..(but the..let her storyla kan?)
hahahaha



p/s: any medicine for that??

dream trip: BANGKOK!

i really wanna go for PERSONA IN BANGKOK
on 13 February 2010 okey!!!!

since that will be the LAST Persona concert for the Double S 501 boys for the 1st Asia Tour....
no more Malaysia..or even Singapore...
although they promised to come here on the Sept fan meeting in
Malaysia..huhuhu....
i don't know why i become this crazy and unwell this time...
i check the flight ticket..
and even found a group to join in this trip as they also would love to be there...
(lucky them....huhuh)
and also already plan the budget for the whole things...
still at the end....the NO..NO..is there...
the spirit would be high and low...upside down..left to right n etc..
I WANNA GOO!!! please!! let me!! huhuhu



[when will can i see them live???]




















[and when will i can see this heartthrob-ing smile in person??]






p/s: when it comes to these boys, my heart would never agree on
what my brain's thought huhuhu......
[and it's still a dream that would not become true..=( ]

-pictures credit as tagged
-Credit:Video source + English translation: Mel@KimHyunJoongThailand.com
Subbed: Reena + poohhl @youtube

posted: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/

quick update! hehe...

i've just realised that actually i have lots in mind to share, but too lazy to write OR thoughts that keep playing in mind cannot be elaborated as one whole entry due to lack of infos OR it can, but depends to certain topics......haha so i think i'm gonna change the way i wrote this blog before. Just upload what's on your mind been hovered to; short,long, a few, little, many; all...just put it together. Can meh?? hehe......

1. my Oppa Sunbae is back (!!! *excited*) from his public isolation. This is the first glance of him after his recovery from H1N1, 3 weeks back i guessed. Thought the recovering mode would be until end of this month but he's and other boys (SS501) were participating in Korea China Relationship Concert in China just now. He still looks weak but comfortable in figure. Handsome + cool OPPA! hurry for more action!..hehe

2. "Do you really have to be like 'half naked' just to attend faculty Hari Raya celebration??" This is my thought with Senah when we saw, 2 girls wearing a 'nipis + jarang' baju kebaya with sarong + the other one was wearing a short sarong like with an intention to show her nice long white legs without bulu to public as we're on the way back from literature class tonight. "Look at us guys! Hot chicks here!" What a lame attention la girls...but sure works..who knows! ngee````

3. i don't know what all of you think, but i think bathroom is the room where i recall n create new ideas! hahaha.. Lots of things pop up through my head, jumping & jumping but as i sit back and write this entry, only the 2 point above is out to write! grrrr!

4. tones of assignment are also queuing up. Most of it need to be submitted next week. Overall, 3 lesson plan + one research proposal + one bigbook to design = countless time needed!! Remembered a dialogue from our group discussion this morning while discussing one of the assignment. Senah said, "Nie kite duk bincang assignments lecturer lain, skali datang Zarihan (our lecturer for teching writing subject) esok terus bagi assignment baru + nak minggu depan + kene present!" The truth is, Zarihah did leave a note to our class rep. bout the assignment need to be done tomorrow and the class is cancelled! " Lecturers lain bukan main lagi Q bagi assignment + suh submit bile2 yg ok...dtg je Zarihan terus potong Q n submit cepat..terpakse tgl keje lain buat keje die...adoila" bebel Senah
lagi lepas tue...hahahaha nasib la nah oiii.=)

5. this month, October..Yes October! is going to be my broke month! Today's only 6th October and my 'elaun' already quarter left! Giler! tue la...ikut nafsu lagi...Things that's been desired is more dangerous to be admire off compared to things that are needed to buy in the 1st place. Obviously, i already bought something that're been desired to own first and the conclusion is? 'I'm Broke!'. Abah! Help your daughter here......hehehe =)

6. i have new interest in posting new vocabs or words or saying or quote or wat so ever that can be related to those...hahaha You know sometimes you just have your favorite words of the day. As for me, my word for today come across when i watched "The Mentalist" tv show this evening. It's like the trademark of the story to start with this word when its begun, complete with defination + phonetic symbols + explanation = MENTALIST

MENTALIST

/ 'men-tə-list/ (noun)

• someone who uses mental ability, hypnosis and/or suggestion.
• a master manipulator of thoughts and behaviour.
  

i think that's all for tonight..and i also realised, it is not a quick update! haha....

there he is with the black cap..always looking down, walking @ Icheon airport
when departuring for China....hehe =)

p/s: assignments + all works!! here i come!!! hahahaha i have to start managing my works if not somebody said i'm not matured if i failed to do so!...LOL

kisah 3 sekawan...

Ni adalah kisah 3 sekawan A, B, C mase minggu MTS ari tue.....(posting pasal MTS lagi sebab memori pasal mende tue belum lagi reda....hahaha nasib la kan....) ape yg terjadi hanye sebagai kongsian cerite from a fren to a fren of mine....hahahahaha

Pada suatu pagi, selepas habis post-mortem pada pukul 2 pagi....tetibe

A: Wei....jom g Alif Firdaus (restoran mamak) makan roti canai? lapo la plak pagi-pagi nie...
C: Siusss ar wei....!! ko tau x jam kul bape?
B: Jom! xde hal...ak on je... (die on sbb die driver..)
C: Jangan main-main weh, esok dah la kne turun tgk budak junior buat aktiviti...
A: haha...elek ar..esk bukan ade ape-ape pun, biro ak esok lepak + standby dalam OR je...hehe
B: a'ah...biro kite pun sekadar kene jenguk-jenguk org buat activity je... (B & C berade dlm biro yg same)
C: ske ati korang la..... (separuh redho dlm ati nie...) waaa...tlg2...ak dipakse untuk ikut!!
A&B: hahaha...lantak ko le....

Perjalanan diteruskan ke Pekan BB yang agak sunyi pade pukul 2 pagi itu....suddenly..

B: Jom kite gi cari McD ar...haha ngidam la plok..
A: wahhhh...ak on je!!
C: waaaaaaa...wei..logik sket weh!! sius la..!!
B: Sius la nie...ahaha ak semangat dah nie..
A: ak x kisah..ikut driver...
C:Hampeh...!!! tlg!! ak dipakse lagi!!
B: hahahaha....

B pun memandu dengan berhemahnye pada permulaan perjalanan...hala tuju mereka bertiga adalah McD sebelah Ikea Mutiara Damansara...C duduk sebelah B, kononye teman B driving..manekale A, dah lame mendapat sentuhan kecundang di belakang! (mmg xleh blah!! haha)

Jalan punye jalan, pusing punye pusing...sampaila 3 sekawan nie kt Ikea..tp McD tak kelihatan! Rupenye McD tue tgh renovate! mereka ber3 sgtla blurr + putus fius dgn ape yg perlu di buat...xkan nak patah balik..jam dh menunjukkan pukul 3.15 pagi....jauh tue nak patah balik...tetibe C dpt idea nak tepon kawan die yg slalu menjadikan kawasan OU tue sebagai 'taman permainan' beliau....

tooot...tooot...tooott...
C: Elo M!!! tdo dh ke? haha wei..mane lagi ade McD dekat-dekat dgn OU nie?
M: owh....ade sebijik lagi lepas terowong...bla..bla..bla...knal x?
C: owh! knal2....on da way nie...hehe

Pusing punye pusing lagi, jumpela McD yang dimaksudkan...dengan muke lapo kedarah..mereka ber3 meng'order' spicy chiken mcdeluxe dan 2 set counter pounder....
sambil makan...sambil la mereka membuka cerita tentang post-mortem tadi + ade la ngumpat + gossip ape yang patut..hehe

nak dijadikan cerite mase on da way balik, mase tue dah pukul 4 pagi....B telah membawa kereta dengan steadynye....tiba-tibe....

C: B!!!!!!
(menjerit sbb kete tetibe 'weng' ketepi secare tibe-tibe)
B: ye...!! hehe..
C: weh...kalu ko ngantuk ckp!! bagi ak bawak..
B: xdela..ok je nieh...
C: ok ape nye!! ak tgk mate ko ttp td!!!
(gilenye B..bleh lagi cover)
B: ok...ok...
C: Pasangla laju fave ko tu...nyanyi ikut lagu tue...

B pun pasang la lagu fave die...sambil menyanyi ikut lirik, irama, tempo n sume la! tapi makin lame makin perlahan....

C: B!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ngek la ko!!!
(kete 'weng' sekali lagi!)
B: hehehe...ak ok lagi la....
C: brentila...tukar plak!!! Jgn cari pasal!
B: yela...ak brenti...

kereta pun dihentikan dan driver bertukar....C meneruskan role nye sbagai driver baru..mesti korang tertanye-tanye mane pgnye A kan? kalu nak tau, menurut cite a fren to a fren of mine tue, A telah lena dengan selena-lenanye di belakang! adoi..... (A...A..napela jd g2...) tapi..menurut interview dengan A, di kate die sedar mase kejadian berlaku,tp mls nak kecoh takut jd havoc..hehe

mase bawak kete tue, C pun dah ade aura-aura mengantuk die, terpaksela die melalak dalam kete, mengikut lagu dalam radio untuk mengelakkan kete jadi 'weng' mcm B bawak....dan die mmg sgt berdoa agr cepat je smpai....
akhirnye...mereka selamat sampai pada pukul 5 pagi, pade mase tue biro disiplin sedang sibuk meng'hambat' budak-budak junior ke masjid untuk subuh jemaah...Lepas aje parking,

A: Uih....cepat nye smpai... (tetibe bangun...)
B: hahaha...tgkla sape yg bawak
C: Cepat apenye...!! spruh mati ak bwk kete sbb ngantuk!

3 sekwan itu pun terus lena dlm kete sementara tunggu biro disiplin blah....kang x pasal-pasal kne tindakan.....hahahahaha...
itulah cerite yang disampaikan oleh a fren to a fren of mine...


moral of the story?

1. jgn overnight kalu dh tau tido tue x cukup (yela...letih mts x hbs lagi,g cr penat lain)
2. kawal nafsu makan tue dengan baik! nie x..nafsu beso sgt smpai nok mkn McD pagi-pagi bute..
3. mujurla xde ape2 berlaku...kalu x..mesti cite nie x smpai kt ak..hahaha
4. ........................................ (korang tmbahla sdri ek?) haha



(gambar ini adalah tampalan semate-mate...xde kene mengene dgn yang ad + yg dh xde..hehehe)

p/s: serik!!!....hehehe =)

MTS: It's Over...

Semalam berakhirnya secara rasmi program Minggu Tekad Siswa(MTS) untuk pelajar-pelajar junior dengan aktiviti terakhirnya iaitu Malam MTS yang bertemakan multicultural society (agknyela...dh lupe exact theme). Sejak mendaftarkan diri pada 4/8/2009 di Unisel hingga la semalam 14/8/2009, terase mase itu terlalu sekejap berlalu, mungkin disebabkan kesibukkan dalam memastikan program berjalan lancar menjadi faktor sampai tak sedar yang aku and the geng dah bermaustatin kat Unisel lebih dari 2 minggu, jauh meninggalkan cuti sem yang sepatutnye dihabiskan kat rumah hehe..

Ape pun of cuz la byk pengalaman baru,pahit, manis dan duka (menyampah) yang dapat di kutip sepanjang minggu program hahaha. Bermula daripada kursus induksi untuk kami selama 2 hari 1 malam, kepada perancangan master plan setiap biro untuk pengisian program selama 3 hari dan juga pada minggu perlaksanaan yang bermula pada hari pendaftaran pelajar junior. Ditempatkan di biro pendaftaran, aku agak ada jugak kelebihan yang dapat dikutip untuk dijadikan pengalaman idop nie. Mungkin lepas ni bleh la hantar resume dengan meletakkan pengalaman bekerja di Bank Islam (dengan men'distribute'kan bank slip di kaunter cash..haha) takpun pernah bekerja sebagai costumer service..(sebagai penunjuk arah flow dlm dewan..haha). Namun, tugas tetap tugas, whether you enjoy with it..or you just leave it, it's up to you...at the end, you will find the true bless in what you're doing.


Kalu bab tak cukup tido tue rasenye lumrah la....pukul 2, 3 pagi baru balik..then esoknye pkul 8 @ 9 pagi dah ade meeting (wah3...pandai doh sebut perkataan meeting lerning...haha) rase macam robot pun ade..tdo dan bgn dengan sendirinye macam sudah ade ketetapan yang wajib untuk dilakukan + ad jgk rase nak gile...hahaha...tp small matter la tue...sebabnye..ari nih kepale otak aku masih waras...hahaha kalu dengan biro aku sendiri plak, dari pagi smpai petang terlibat dengan pendaftaran pelajar junior(2 hari pertama)+senior(3 hari terakhir)...kire nak skodeng tue bolehla + krem kaki,urat saraf,otot2 sbb duk berdiri jerk!..haha tp bile bab bekerja dengan pihak pentadbiran nie..kite dapat tgk mcm mane perangai each department tue bekerja (tp totally nye hampeh!) Mungkin dengan flow bru dengan meletakkan kaunter bendahari n unit record together-gather bleh meningkatkan comunication between both office yang selame nih bleh di lihat semcam ade hugh barrier for them to communicate which ak sdri pun x paham cmne la bleh jadi g2...yang susah nye nanti students sndri jugak...hohoho itu pun masih lagi ade banyak masalah birokrasi dalam dewan tue + kaunter jananiaga (secare gediknye!) nak jugak menyibok duk dlm dewan tue. (as you can see la kan bile daftar...hohoho)


Semester nie, bleh kate 80% facilitator dalam MTS adalah muke baru. mula-mulenye 20% muke lame itu sgt bimbang dengan kemunculan muke-muke baru nie untuk menggerakkan program. Ye ar...newbie beb...satu habuk pun x tau...and 'veteren-veteren' nie mmg sgt gelisahla dengan pemilihan yang di buat oleh HEP 'terchenta' dengan meletakkan muke2 baru..kepercayaan yg sgt minimum diberikan sgtla overwhelming! pergh! kalu x bg peluang mane la nak dpt pengalaman kan? tp kami newbie-newbie baru ni dapat memberikan performance yang mantap dari segi perancangan dan perlaksanaan skaligus menutup mulut dan meraih kembali kepercayaan veteran-veteran dalam MTS itu sendiri. Maybe adela satu due masalah yang happen, tp mane ade sume bende perfect? ekekeke...deal with it je la...then br la bleh tau yang diri sendiri tue sebenarnye fleksible enough tak untuk deal dengan pop-up problems with great solution on the spot hahahaha wat to expect? expect the unexpected of cuz! haha...ape yang ak dpt tgk kali nie..pengisian program byk kepade briefing sane sini, kurang penglibatan activities yang mungkin perlu untuk pelajar ikut..(cian biro xtivt reka byk games utk bdk2 nie...xtau x sempat hbskan semue ke x.) Tapi, yang paling penting adalah mengubah persepsi pelajar-pelajar baru itu sendiri terhadap minggu orientasi. Berikan satu mindset yang baru bhwa orientasi do give fun but in the same time educate them in the right ways. So xdela bile sebut orientasi je,kepale trus pop-up nak ponteng (mcm ak dlula! haha),biar diorang sndri yang rase excited untuk follow program yg dah tetapkan tue..baru la syok! Kami facilitator nie pun xdela rase mcm terpakse je nak buat tugas-tugas tue bile kami tengok diorang dapat enjoy dengan provided activities.

Special credits go to Mak Labu, Pekan n Melor (copycat punye...), aku (hahaha), Rashidah), mak kundur, dephnie, mei yi,mariama,nithiya,nina,faz n ida dan sume yg terlibat ngan registration biro la...haha..kerane kite maintain cool + bleh gelak ketawe sepanjang mase...hahaha.

Overall, everything went smoothly according to plans. Got to know new people and also some perception of mine (in positive n negative) towards people also change. N kite sendiri pun x tau org judge,look and value kite nie mcm mane....ape-ape pun, it's a huge experience to gain in this process of life....hahaha











p/s: aku x rase la plak newbie kali nie ramai yang control macho n ayu! kalu ade mungkin sorang due yang x dpt diselamatkan lagi...hahah change your perception alsola my fren..hehe.

(photo credits: mppunisel blog)

it's holiday!!!!!

fuh.....!!! nak bleh taip entri nie...bkn main tertangguh lagi..hehe..amacam?..excited tak dengar holiday?? besh kan?? smpai ari ke-8 duk rumah br wak posting pasal cuti 'skolah' nie...hehehe..ni kire 'rap-up' utk past and present ape terjadi before and while holidayla...hahaha

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Well, lepas exam ari rabu lepas, ak terus je cabut balik..takde tunggu-tunggu dah...hehehe..final exam ari tue rase sgt flunk! smpai ke titisan keringat terakhir ak fail untuk meng'adaptation'kan materials untuk teaching..means gagal la...Part C tue involve 40 marks and aku x tau la ape yg aku ubah untuk text tue untuk suits primary students...hohohoh...mase dpt soklan tue pun, ak puas tgk kire kanan...sume duk kusyuk buat. Bile kuar je dewan, ak dengar budak-budak nie tnye ade sketch ape-ape tak for AVA..ahaha ak ckp ak lukis org gemok and org kurus je...sebab text tue ckp pasal healthy lifestyle...haha belum kire macam mane plak kitaorg kene reka satu activity berdasarkan adaption text tue...oh tidak! (betape merapunye ak jwb!!!). Overall-nye, mmg tak lepas le adaptation tue......(waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......pengsan!)Lepas exam je, kami (aku,meilin n senah) terus tumpang ifa g ktm...ehehe nak wak gane..tiket bas mlm tul kul 10.30...senah plak mase tue belum beli tiket balik kedah..kire die lagi gamble la sbb kemungkinan tiket takde...(tp nasib die baik..dpt beli tiket seat blkg skali..haha) Lepas je lepak kt sogo, masing-masing amik haluan sendiri...(senah ke pudu, ak ngan meilin ke putra). Sampai je putra, time mase tue kire semput ala-ala cukup mkn je nak tgu naik bas...ak pun trus excuse nak g tandas, kuar je tandas, meilin ngan gye cuak die bgtau yang bas dh sampai..ak pun dengan 2 beg barang n 2 beg laptop terus g cari bas. Meilin denganlagak yakinnye tunjuk yg bas kitaorg patut naik dah jln...ak ngan cuak nye lempar sume beg terus lari kejar bas tue.....pergh..ak rase sume org memang tgk aku la..(prasan jap..hahaha) tapi..bile dpt kejar bas tue..ak tgk trip id die M2..n bas kitaorg trip id M3!!!!!!! and bas M3 tue ade sebelah sane.!!!!..dengan muke merah malu n merah 'lengoh' kutip balik beg yang ak campak! (gaye aku mmg mcm minah indon la ngan beg byk gile). Aku mmg igt smpai bile2 la kejadian tue...huhuh (meilin..mu mmg la!! sabo je ak! hahaha)

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Untuk holiday yang x seberape lame nie, aku ade vision n mission tersendiri iaitu nak blajo maen guitar ngan keyboard..(dasar tamak punye org..nak kaut 2 skaligus...). Tapi guitar tue ak terpakse say 'hold-on' dlu..sebab kne beli guitar dlu..keyboard ni plak, abah pinjam dr sekolah die. Sampai je pagi tue, terus stay-up smpai pagi duk study notes n chords die...pergh! rase mcm buat minor music je..hahaha....so..ke'mania'an terhadap keyboard tue berlangsung selama 4 hari...dan hari ini..ak tgk keyboard tue tersadai tanpe sape peduli! hahahahaha i admit..it is hard to play in a limited of time..sius! x tipu! adeh! angan-angan ak nak terror main satu lagu bella lullaby nie je(my blog background music)..haha tp sikit punye susah nak maintain co-ordination both hands..stakt nak knal chords location and physical stuff bout keyboard bleh la + main lagu senang2....kalu lain? ya ampun!=( Kalu keyboard yg bleh blaja sendri tuh pun hard...guitar lagi la kan? Ok!! i need a 'sifu' here to teach me! haha anyone interested please 'pm' me...hahaaha


And..this holiday is also the shortest sem break i've in due to the gatal n gedik pegi apply nak jadi faci untuk junior...wohooo...faci tue...cesss..! any hidden agenda behind this? (of cuz la ade..mane bleh bgi tau dowh!hahaha) Got e-mail for HEP to report back in UNiSEL (terchenta....) on 2nd August..means this sunday! oh! i want my cuti back!!...huhuhuhu...on the 3rd and 4th, we will be heading to the faci camp which is i-don't-know-where? it's a suprise!! (kononnyela...) the juniors will be registered on 8th...and on 14th the seniors will return...i dun know what to expect cause i'm a newbie here! haha...just follow yg dh expert je la...and fully devoted myself to the job...hahaha pasrah gile bunyi nye...ekekeke

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while cuti, nothing much happen,most of my time at home,(watching,eating,facebook-ing,bibik-ing,baby sitting,sleeping,blogging,youtube-ing.) i didn't hang out with my frens ( i also dun know y) haha Some of them got the emergency holiday due to the h1n1 cases. In my place itself, i think all education institution is closed for a week..(politeknik,boarding schools,uitm) sumela....and our town is really like the koboi town 'again'..haha people are rarely going out..senyap sunyi je bandar tue sbb xde org kuar rumah takut h1n1 punye pasal...hehehe is this the bad signs? i also don't know....hope things will get better...(amin!)



i think dat all the things i want to write+say+vomit=then u get this entri to read..hahhaha (kalu ad org bace)....






p/s: oh....kegilaan ak terhadap Oppa Sunbae and the band x dpt di bendung lagi! kehkehkehe ^_^ epi holiday!!!!

p/s: entri nieh plg byk gambo skali ak rase....hahaha

I cried over B+....

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Yes I cried! You read the title right? It’s not the tears of joy and satisfaction but it is the tears of frustration and injustice! I’ve got B+ for my public speaking subject! What do u expect Azyan? Of course an A! it’s a public speaking! The things you’ve done everyday in your class and presentation..and still got B+....that is for the frustration part…

When I asked ‘the lecturer’ why i only got B+? a save and standard answer received:

Him: You deserved what you got....

(what the heck! No room for further explanation…then again I asked)

Me: Since public speaking is a subjective subject....

(x sempat habis ayat.....)

Him:Yes..i’ve known/taught it for about 20 years...

Me: There’s nothing u n I can do about it?

Him: The answer is NO! It’s done! You should be grateful cause you get yourself a B+ compare to those who get C….

(oh, fyi..only 2 people got C in the class)…

Me: but I think I deserve an A or at least an A-.....

Him: we always think that we’re good compared to other people..but it’s actually not.

Me: huh! Yes! But I still deserve the A..for what I’ve already done in the class.

Him: you know what dear, you don’t do well in your test and impromptu speech

(fyi again: my test is 14/20 and impromptu 22/30…standard marks..but the impromptu of cuz based on his impressionistic view totally!)..

Him: is there anything else?

Me: can I meet you in person? Face to face?

Him: nope! That’s all about it. Bye…

Me: huh?....teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttt….

(the phone went off and I burst into tears of injustice!)

Why am I sooooo ungrateful?

• about the test result, most of us got an average marks which means 14 is like a save lines of marks..so if he give that kind of excuses…It can’t be acceptable..plus..we answered the test based on our ‘public interpretation’ due to no theory at all had learned..since he is so emphasizing on the ‘pubbbbllliccc sppeeekkiinggg…’ and doing the speech publicly all the time.
• Based on the ‘so called’ result list or the marks and grades evaluation, there’s no surprise that his ‘beloved kids’ scored well…and more surprisingly the person who’s u think not at the same level as u also got A…there AGAIN I felt myself good., but the issue is..you can really tell whether the person really give full commitment in everything done in class or not! It’s not about you think you’re good or not…but we know ourselves…if u think i don’t deserve it, do I give a call to him just to express my ungrateful-ness? Huh! Cliché
• Dah terang-terang lagi nyata tak yah suluh, it’s a public speaking course..a course where you can see how outspoken a person is in the class…how he/she can presented the ideas, how he/she working out in a classroom…still he/she got B+? just because she’s just missed 1 marks to get to the A- gred? (this happen to my friend)

• So what actually do public speaking is evaluating for? Feymousity? Femininity? Handsome-city? Ability? Outspoken-city or what? if he graded us based on the major assessment (impromptu, prepared speech and test), what about the minor assessment marks like attendance, writing a speech about UNISEL and stuff that he promised to give marks on it? the minor assignments can't be count too? then why do it in the first place??
• Sir, r u really soooo INTO ur same gander? (im wondering…)

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Abah said: bear in mind, one day when you become an educator, lecturer or teacher do not repeat the same thing to your students. Have some humanity and self adjustment to understand people.

Me: Ok..(sebak!)

Hasnah: Ingatla…yang hak tetap yg hak…yang batil itu batil (ayat fave senah lately! Haha)…elek la…dari duk saiko mcm tue baik alih kt subject satu lagi tue…

Me: hahahaha….i like! (her fave quote of cuz..ekeke)

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p/s

: Hasnah ak sgt terase nak sepak…*dot…dot..dot…* hahahahaha

: B+ can be define as ‘be positive’..oh…I'm trying..

p/s

: I’m just expressing my anger+sadness+frustration+ injustice+geram+rase nak sepak2 here…if u feel annoyed..better not too…huhuh =(

adaptation...

why we need to adapt if we can actually adopt??

adeh!!
lesson plan di'reject' n di'hijack' buat kali ke-2!!
nih paling teruk!

Madam H: Where's ur adaptation guys?
We: huh? still no adaptation?
Madam H: i can't see any adaptation here..you all just doing nothing with the materials..
We: huh? *sius blurrrr tahap gaban*
Madam H: i give you all another chance to re-do the lesson..give it back to me on wed!
We: thankkkkk youuuu mdammm!!! *thanked god!*

this is what happen today! adeh! i/we thought the lesson plan was good enough or already adapted from the materials..but you can see la kan from the lecturer point of view cmne...
adeh2....what's wrong with this papaer?
can i score?
macam kabur-kabur+jerebu je....= x nampak jalan! =(

xpe...last adaptation! submit this Weds! Waaa...hopefully betul!





p/s: blank! blank! blank!

Can't get you out of my head...

"I just cant get you out of my head
Boy your loving is all I think about
I just cant get you out of my head
Boy its more than I dare to think about.."

Pernah dengar lagu Kylie Minogue yang nie? haha...ye..lagu yg catchy and uptempo..haha tue la theme song for this entry...xnak la versi lagu yang lembek2+mendayu2...kang ngan aku2 skali yang tenggelam..hahah..

Can't get you out of my head...

macam mane nak buat tue? pernah alami situasi mcm gitu...even dah try beribu kali pun kan still ade! haha sebab tue dh jd long term memory...aku confirm mesti senah akan ckp status ak kali nie emo lagi...sorry la senah..ape bleh buat..nie la mode skarg hehe...

rase mcm nak ade super power dalam citer Push..ade sorg tua tue die bleh wipe out kan memory orang..just like that..and the hero x igt single thing pun bile die bgn....but of cuz die ad tinggal clues utk die remind ape yg patut.....

hmm....

mcm mane nak 'cokeh-cokeh' bg keluar? tp mesti x bleh at least..kite idup dengan natural feeling...hehehe

Ju: don't cling to the past..
Meilin: let go..
Senah: haha dah..penyakit die dtg balik
Fatin: dah2 la tue..
Aku: heh..! reconstructing...n resetting balik la nie..hahaha
(laugh n laugh until u tired! hehe)

p/s: Westlife: Can't you lose what you never had....hehehe
: Aku pun x paham ape yg ak carut kan nieh...hahaha

Love N Marriage...

Lately..i've been received lots of news from my friends said that some of our seniors are getting married or even in an engagement mode ( ala 2 org dari batch aku pun dh kawin pehaha)..hahaha ak pun terfikir..cepat nye budak2 nie decide nak end kan life yg single mingle n pastue dah ready ke nak faced obstacle after mariage?...kate Farah, dunia dah berubah. hehe agaknye sebab fikiran aku yang rase ak nih still lagi kecik n hingusan...tp hakikat sebaliknye...hehehe....then, ak ad terjumpe artikel dari sini..hehehehe...

Suatu pagi yang dingin, terjadilah satu perbualan antara seorang guru falsafah dan pelajarnya.. . pelajar: guru, apakah erti cinta..? bagaimanakah saya boleh mendapatkannya. ..?

guru: ada sebuah ladang gandum yang luas di depan sana ,berjalanlah kamu dan jangan sesekali kamu berundur. kemudian ambillah satu ranting. sekiranya kamu mendapati ranting tersebut sangat menakjubkan, ertinya kamu telah menemui cinta.


pelajar tersebut pun berjalan dan tidak berapa lama dia kembali dengan tangan yang kosong.

guru bertanya: mengapa kamu tidak membawa sebatang ranting pun...?

pelajar menjawab: saya hanya terpaksa memilih satu ranting saja, dan sewaktu berjalan saya tidak boleh mengundur kebelakang semula. sebenarnya saya telah berjumpa dengan satu ranting yang paling menakjubkan tapi saya tak tahu apakah yang akan menakjubkan di hadapan sana nanti, maka saya biarkan ranting itu lalu saya dapati tidak ada lagi ranting yang paling menakjubkan selain daripada yang saya lihat tadi. jadi saya tidak mengambil sebatang pun akhirnya.

gurunya menjawab: ye, itu lah cinta...

dihari lainnya pula pelajar tersebut bertanya kepada gurunya, apa itu perkahwinan. ..?

guru: ada hutan yang subur didepan sana . berjalanlah kamu.tapi janganlah kamu sesekali mengundur kebelakang. tebanglah sepohon pokoksaja. dan tebanglah jika kamu merasakan bahawa pohon tersebut adalah yangpaling cantik,segar dan tinggi, kerana kamu telah menemukan apa itu perkahwinan.


pelajar tersebut pun berjalan, dan tidak berapa lama, dia datang semula dengan membawa sepohon kayu, walaupun pohon tersebut tidaklah berapa segar, cantik dan tinggi pada pandangan guru tersebut.

maka gurunya pun bertanya: mengapa kamu memotong pohon seperti ini....?

pelajar itu menjawab: sebab, berdasarkan pengalaman ku sebelum ini, aku hanya berjalan separuh daripada hutan tersebut dan aku takut akan kembali dengan tangan kosong. jadi saya mengambil kesempatan menebang pohon ini lalu dibawa kesini. pada pandangan saya ianya adalah pohon yang terbaik buat saya. saya tidak mahu kehilangannya atau menyesal kerana tidak memilihnya.. .

maka guru itu menjawab: itulah perkahwinan. ......

tamat....

Kesimpulannya, usahlah terlalu memilih cinta, ditakuti anda akan terlepasnya, dan janganlah terlalu memilih jodoh, terimalah pasangan anda dengan seadanya. Tidak ada manusia yang sempurna di dunia ini. Setiap insan pasti ada kelebihan dan kekurangannya .


p/s: Jodoh..sape yg tau ngan sape kan? ahahahaha....(dok cye ak bleh buat entri pasal nie..adeh!) hahahaha

epi father's day...

Hari ini rupenye father's day...hehehe...the card that i send to my abah already arrived home last week n i'm home at that time....sgt x besh...ekekek kire xde feel la..hehe my abah is my abah...nothing can replace him..he can be too funny, too serious and sometimes can be a lil be irritated..but still he's my abah..can't replace it with another abah or anyone else abah... of cuz sometimes we wish that.."if my abah is like ur abah..." but then...at the end..ur abah is still the best no matter what happen...hehehe...so..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, ABAH! your daughter here really appreciate you as one of the important person in her life...=)

kan dah ckp my abah ensem..haha

p/s: i've just realised that i dun have a single photo wit my abah...hish..balik nih kne amik byk2..hahaha

tak tau...

hmm...ak x tau nak letak tajuk entri tue ape...ade due bende yg related..tp still x tau mane lagi penting..smoke or liar? hahaha...cliche..hmm.. ak nie bukan la sampai tahap anti or pandang slek pade org yg smoke...still bleh consider the situation...

abih-abih pun ak tnye je...:

'nape smoke?'

2 je..nak tau jawapan dr smoker 2 sendiri..and usually jawapan yang ak dapt..:

('sy xtau..tetibe rokok dh ad dlm mulut sy..')
(senah..ko mesti tau macam mane nak ajuk kan? haha)
'x tau la, xde jawapan yg pasti' or
x pun 'addicted', or
'sebab tension'...

alasan biase la kan...pastue ak akan tnye plak..:

'x rase nak brenti ke?'..

Jawapan regular yg aku dapat, :

'nak tue mmg nak..tp xleh la..',

'tak xde motivation lagi nak brenti,tp brenti jgk la nanti'
'ntah la...rse mcm best je...(i'm the hot chick who smoke!)'
(mcm 2 la mksd die! ceh!)

huhu....kire ok la kut sbb ade niat jgk kan nak brenti...smpai bile nak bakar paru-paru tue..tapi ape yg pasti..ak xleh duduk dalam keadaan yg membolehkan asap rokok masuk ak punye lung secare free2..means kalu ak duk dalam bilik, tetibe org merokok kt ruang tamu..haa sah2 ak duk dalam bilik pun bleh bau n tumpang skali ko punye nakotin n sgale smpah, racun dalam tuh! (happen to my housemates!) kalu kt public places tuh xleh nak wak pe la kan, except lari je dari tempat tue..kire tue diorang xde sivik la..amik hak org lain semate-mate nak puas nafsu die nak isap asap tuh....so in general nye..ak mmg xd sebab nak benci or anti or pandang lekeh pada org yang isap rokok...2 ko punye pasal..antre ko ngan idup ko..xde kaitan ngan ak...huhuhu and i'm not the person who overgeneralize people..i still believe that something happen 4 reason...so ada la tuh kut reason diorang yg agak bleh tahan tue...

TAPI.....

if you lied? Oh gosh!....x reti nak react mcm mane...huh! sengeh then continue buat mcm xde ape2 jadi..? or terus blah pegi healing sendiri sakit ati tue..? kadang-kadang nampak mende tue small matter...tp bile org dah tnye terang-terang," r u still smoking?' dan dengan 'jujur'nye cakap 'tak, dh x isap..dh brenti'..tapi tup..tup..boom! bukan seperti yang dijangkakan...macam mane ak nak deal? wak bodoh and continue mcm xde pe2? Oh..sgt x reti nak buat reaction mcm tue...ak pilih option no 2...back off and pegi healing sakit ati tuh!...sakit o..2 cume hal small matter la kena tipu kan?...kalu kne yg part berat@ besar @ hebat lagi mesti terus..dush! blank! i never mean to cross the boundaries in ur life, if u said 'i'm not going to answer that question', then i understand...like i said..i have no grudges towords people who smoke..but y u have 2 lied in the first place...adeh! ok..i make this issue as a big issue! who cares! this is my blog n my feeling and this is the place where i can say things out loud! huh! tired! soo...watever! smoke or lied..i'm in my healing mode!






p/s: for me: you lied because u don't trust a person, if you don't trust people then u don't trust me, don't say it out loud that you trust me in everything insted u keep it lied again n again! huhu...
and: my blog is my blog... x kire ade org bace ke x..it's still my blog!


why am i so angry at u?
because u're my bestfriend! huhu or am i the only one who have that thought?

my mood today....

1) no loving mood involved today.....
2) i felt bored to death + tahap dewa gaban since this semester we're only
taking 2 subjects ONLY and all of it start in the evening...which mean
nothing to do in the morning+night!
3) in public speaking class today, i could say i'm very happy with the progress of
the class after 2 times attend..felt like a theater class with lots of acting haha
and i love Mr.Mus this time coz he's so happening!! Rasenye xd org ponteng
this class pas nie..hehe
4) i'm quite sad @ the moment...this is because i'm not been able to write something
to/in this blog...the ideas are there..but can't really put it into words...byk
monologue dalaman da....adeh! help me!!
5) excited?...ad ke mud excited ari nie? think..think..nope! nothing
happen that can be categorised in an excitement mood.
6) oh...also..no angry mood involved today..everything seems went smoothly..
hehehe...but wait till tomorrow..haha


p/s: i have many mood today..make me suprise a lil bit..hahaha

new template

this is my new template..
rase nak tukar angin skali skale...
hope u enjoy this new one...
chilll....~~=)

epi belated ari guru...

SELAMAT HARI GURU! hahaha... dh lepas 3 hari..ari nih baru ade mood nak menaip! adeh! ape nak jd la....kat seminggu lebih blog x berupdate...dlu mase awl2 cuti sikit punye semangat! hahaha...since ak tgk sume org duk ckp suke duke diorg dengan cg mase skolah n stuff...ak pun nak join skaki la....hehehe...

1) Cekgu tadika...

• ak lupe name cg ak yg mengajar mase tadika....tp visual n image muke beliau still ak igt...beliau cg kelas ak mase tadika yayasan islam terangganu..ala tadika yg bdk laki pkai bju melayu biru..n pompuan pkai tudung pink..(ak pernah pkai pink????) hahaha bg ak beliau sgt baik mase tuh...walaupun ingatan nie igt2 lupe ttg ape yg berlaku zaman budak2 dlu..but still selamat hari guru....
• ak tadika mase 5 taun je...so mmg deserve la kut xde byg memori sgt mase kanak2...mase umo 6 thn..dh tumpang masuk jah satu ke merate skolah....hehe sbb ape merate? tguuu...mase umo 6 taun...xde istilah blajo...tiap kali g skolah ak tembo ikut pintu blkg kelas g beli ais krim...mcm skolah tue ak yg punye! adeh! rakan jenayah ak mase tue x dpt di kenal pasti...no name,addy or stuff ...sume lupe...hehe..kalu ad org spot kami kuar skolah g beli ais krim..kitaorg duk dlm longkang...adeh! ape la...kdg2 tue kitaorg akan kuar duk bwh pokok...xde formal education yg di terima la seingat ak mase tue....dr jauh 'sesorang' memerhati dgn mate yg tajam suh ak msuk kelas balik...kalu beliau dh start tgk...maknenye mmg kene masuk jgk la kelas.....hehehe
  

2) Cekgu skolah rendah...

• pas tdika mestila masuk skolah rendah plak kan? still mase skolah rendah ak pun jd nomad! mase jah satu ak skolah SK Kuala Dungun...pas2 jah 2 pindah skolah SK Balai Besar smpai jah 4, then mase jah 5 pindah balik SK Kuala Dungun smpai jah 6...kire grad dr skolah SKKD la...hehe..memori untk sekolah rendah..ak igt lagi cg ak mase jah 2..Cikgu Salim..die ajar matematik..tiap kali kelas die mesti die nyanyi lagu group slam! haha..dasyat cg nih..gye die pun ala rock n roll g2..ngan pkai sluar yg bsr bwh tue...ekeke...ak rase mase ak skolah ak seorang diktaktor...honestly bile pk balik...ak rase tue la ak! adeh! kawan2...mintak maaf kerana bersikap begitu..huhuhu..ak x tau cam tue sikap ak mse kecik! Memori mase skolah rendah of cuz byk pade zaman2 ak jah 5 n 6...which means kt skolah SKKD la...
  
• selamat ari guru buat cikgu-cikgu yg ajar aku mase skolah rendah...Cikgu Khatijah (bm), Cikgu MatNoor (math-kalu xde die agknye smpai skrg ak x igt sifir haha), Teacher Zaini (eng)
  

3) Cekgu skolah menengah...

• mase nih zaman nakal yg melampau...hehehe...mase nih of cuz la dr form 1 till 5 skolah SMKA Kuala Abang...hehe cg yg paling ak x lupe mase skolah menengah ialah Cg. Zakiah ngan Ust Alaudin...hehe...Cg Zakiah cekgu kelas ak la mase pom1...mase tu sume bende kene perfect...n die nih ajr KHn sgt garang mcm tiger! die mmg awl2 lagi dh pesan kt student die x ske org tdo dlm kelas...n nak dijdkan cite ak mmg 'sleeping beuty' dlm kelas! hahahaha....mase pom 1 ak igt lagi mase exam, die jg kelas ak...pah2 cm bese la ngantuk suam2 tgh jawab exam...tetibe bunyi debab..debab...debab..! ak pusing blkg die sengih2...ak dlm ati dh ketor gile ar...ak igt die debok ak mcm bese je kt blkg...bile ak mintak xcuse gi tndas..upenye die debuk blkg ak ngan duster!!! adeh! abih putih jilbab skolah ak mase tuh! (kaka mase tuh pompuan tudung itam!) haha...then..mase ak pom 3 plak...die ngajar gak.. mase tuh mmg ak nyer kawalan utk tido dlm kelas sgtla xleh blah!!!! even dh duk depan die ngaja....dh kene tempias 'hujan2' dr die pun..still ak sengguk jugak! haha skali one day,tgh ak duk thn ngatuk yg amat, satu kelas senyap..bile ak bukak mate, die tgh 'cerlong' ngan mate membunuh sambil berkate, " Azyan, amik kerusi awak pg duduk tgh panas depan kelas!"..sius weh! mmg kne jemu tgh panas depan kelas!! hahaha adeh! pas pd tue tobak ak dh x tdo dpn die...ak cube thn gile2!! n seminggu lps 2..kawan ak menysul kene denda same ngan ak!! hahahaha tp..bile igt balik..sweet memory la tue....hehehe seb baik ak dpt KH A PMR hahaha....
• Kes ust alaudin plak...die ajr ak bhase arab...n ak mmg 'benok' gle kut subjek tue...mcm2 care die buat nak suh mahir...kene kurantin dlm bilik pas2 suh hafal karangan BA smpai nak muntah la...buat latihan...kene rotan sbb x igt fe'el...adeh! sedih2! paling dasyat kene hambat dr kelas..die suh g hafal karangan bhase arab jgk kt mane2 kwasan skolah...lagi x igt jgn masuk kelas hahaha...mase tuh ak igt ak 3 org kene buat mcm 2....last2 ak igtla karangan psal 'kehidupan saya sbg seorg pelajar' n ak duk ulang tulis karangan tuh smpai pmr...biar soklan kuar tajuk lain pun hahahahaha....
• terlupe plak kpd cg yg betul2 berjasa...Cekgu Zainab...beliau ajar ak math moden mase ak pom 4 n 5...n math ak sgt teruk mase tuh...pernah la fail n x pernah nak score A...half of the class mse form 5 dpt A math n ak dpt C! adeh! mase tuh mmg ak nak give up gile!!! tp beliau mmg byk membantu dengan latih tubi .dan tunjuk ajar dgn penuh sabo sehingga ak bleh bangge ngan result math ak..ak dpt A spm! hahaha biarla org nak kate ape...tp ak dpt rase usaha ak..n usaha beliau terbalas dgn result ak tue...time kasih cg! jasa cg mmg sy x lupe....

4) lepas sekolah...

• lepas skolah nie...ak kene PLKN...so cg yg terlibat adalah jurulatih plkn ak la kan? haha...nothing much to say act..but she do gives an impact to my life...in building my confidence maybe....ak slalu wish slamt ari guru kt die...even ak rase ntah die igt ke x ak nih yg mane...ye la bdk2 plkn dtg berganti2 kot..plak tue bukan nye sket skali dtg...tp tahun nih ak xleh nak wish kt die..sbb ak dh hilangkan no die...huhuh last skali ak wish thn lepas...mase tuh die ckp die dh x jd jurulatih tp nk jd btl2 cg plak...KPLI..hehe i like her character very much! selamat ari guru utk cekgu....

5) Mase universiti...

• disebabkan lecturer universiti mengamalkan sikap berkecuali dlm bergaul ngan students (or ak je yg rase g2) ak rse xd lecturer yg btl2 bg impact kt ak..cube ak admire the way diorang be and act as lecturer esp madam Elina...die nie kalu kire dh tue la...tp die punye mission n vision to give all out to the students in providing knowledge i do respect very much...hehe cume die nie kuat nagging...ala..mcm mak2 kite blebe kt rumah...hope to see u more in upcoming semesters Madam E!! hehehe

yg pling penting...:::

6) for entire life!!!

• cg2 nie telah memerhatikan ak dr ak lahir smpai la jejak umo 21 thn nie..( act 20 thn bla..bla..), diorang nie la yg shape ak dr ak kecik, msk tadika,skolah rndh, sklh menengah n dh jd adult skrg..still diorg yg mengajar byk mende...diorg la yg 'memerhati' ak ponteng kelas mase 6 taun dlu...hehe n still they're r the best....presenting....(drum rolls!!!) hahaha MAMI n ABAH ak la!!!!! haahahaha....both my parent also teachers...my abah teach english n my Mami teach bm...so no wonder la anak die nih pun stuck n end up ngan mende2 language n wannabe teacher also! kes yg ak slalu pindah randah tue sbb ikut mami or abah ak yg kne pindah skolah le..ngan ak2 skali la kne pindah..hehehehe...adeh!....hehehe xpe..kurang2 ramai kawan2 ak kenal...hehehe
  

so...here u have it...penglibatan cekgu2 dalam idop ak..hehe...ak rase agk pjg lebo ak xplain kat cni hehehe.....thank you for teaching!!!!



p/s: guru ibarat lilin..yg membakar diri sendiri untuk bg jalan kt kite...hahaha

selamat hari Ibu...

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend, My friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

p/s: even though i don't say it out loud...i do LOVE U MAMI! huhuh

he is hungry.....

semalam mase on da way balik dr kelantan, tetibe abah tnye satu soklan.....

abah: sha..bakpe he is hungry..not he is hungring..mcm he is playing....

aku: (blur)....hmm...mmm....hmmm....erm....x tau! haha (amik ko..name je amik tesl!) haha

abah: cube try tnye lecturer awk sbb ape jd g2...

aku: xkan le....ape jwpan die?

tetibe mami ak menyampuk....

mami: sebab lapo tue 'kate sifat' bukan 'kate kerja' (an explanation from BM teacher...fuyooo)

ak mase tu.....laaaaa..terlogho..n bengang pun ad sbb x terpk hahahaha....

abah: haaa....tgk mende tue small matter je..but students do ask like those questions because they might confuse with the usage....mami jgk la pandai...

aku: ooo...hahaha ok2...(malu ngan dri sndri)

walaupun ak x nampak...tp ak sure mak ak tgh angkat kening 'double jerk' mase ayah ak puji die hahahaha my bad..

then...ari nie...ak saje test adik ak, k-roll yg tgh tertekan lepas mandikan azeem...haha

aku: kero...bakpe he is hungry...not he is hungring...

dgn slambe nye....

K-roll: sbb tue adjective bukan verb....

i was like....OMG...ak je yg x realise nder tu in the first place?? hahahahaa....malu gile kut..hahaah

K-roll: jgn main2...i'am already prepared for my TESL foundation okey! hahaha....

aku: cessss....

parents ak pun gelak la kat ak skali....!



p/s: malu...but it is a learning process....(nak cover lagi hahahaha)