selamat hari Ibu...

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend, My friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

p/s: even though i don't say it out loud...i do LOVE U MAMI! huhuh

love actually.....

Since holiday nie sah-sah xde mende nak buat, ak pun download la cite love actually...
hehe ak pun tgk blog org ckp ni cite fave die..
so mcm too keen to know how is it and as i can see keira knightly also one of the star in the movie....( i adore her so much!) haha...what i'm going to talk about is not the synopsis of the story but....the message that i get from it which makes me think about hope and faith..hehe....all person in the movie are struggling to get a relationship...and in the middle of the movie everybody seems to let go the love of their life...they know in their heart both parties have something in them...but they just ignore it and keep continuing their life as usual..until at one stage or time..they realise that they really need those people they left..! i was like....okeyyyy...go get ur love and bla..bla..bla..and thought how lucky for them to have someone that actually really INTO them....it's like...let the person you love go...fly as high as they can..and if he/she is destined for you...they will come back for you...that's it..and it happen! huh!

did anyone understand what am i bubbling about? neither i don't hahahaha



p/s: love actually.....is all around

he is hungry.....

semalam mase on da way balik dr kelantan, tetibe abah tnye satu soklan.....

abah: sha..bakpe he is hungry..not he is hungring..mcm he is playing....

aku: (blur)....hmm...mmm....hmmm....erm....x tau! haha (amik ko..name je amik tesl!) haha

abah: cube try tnye lecturer awk sbb ape jd g2...

aku: xkan le....ape jwpan die?

tetibe mami ak menyampuk....

mami: sebab lapo tue 'kate sifat' bukan 'kate kerja' (an explanation from BM teacher...fuyooo)

ak mase tu.....laaaaa..terlogho..n bengang pun ad sbb x terpk hahahaha....

abah: haaa....tgk mende tue small matter je..but students do ask like those questions because they might confuse with the usage....mami jgk la pandai...

aku: ooo...hahaha ok2...(malu ngan dri sndri)

walaupun ak x nampak...tp ak sure mak ak tgh angkat kening 'double jerk' mase ayah ak puji die hahahaha my bad..

then...ari nie...ak saje test adik ak, k-roll yg tgh tertekan lepas mandikan azeem...haha

aku: kero...bakpe he is hungry...not he is hungring...

dgn slambe nye....

K-roll: sbb tue adjective bukan verb....

i was like....OMG...ak je yg x realise nder tu in the first place?? hahahahaa....malu gile kut..hahaah

K-roll: jgn main2...i'am already prepared for my TESL foundation okey! hahaha....

aku: cessss....

parents ak pun gelak la kat ak skali....!



p/s: malu...but it is a learning process....(nak cover lagi hahahaha)

AK 5384

this is my first journey n experience with aeroplane....mase balik cuti sem 5/5 ari tue, ak and the geng balik naik airasia..since mase kitaorg tempah tiket tue RM9...tp bile dh cmpur tolak bhgi...jd la rm48...(ak x byr lagi duit tiket kt meilin hahahah)....the level of excitment was only 1 til 3... from the day i've been informed 'bout the booking and till the day of departure itself..nothing arouse me for became too exiceted..ala...mestila sepatutnye exicted kan dh first time ko naik flight...huhuh but...nothing happen...huhu i don't know what cause it...wheather the journey, the people along with the journey...or what...huhuh...but i must say how impress to think bout a gaint steel can fly up high in the skies..haha...still respect the invention of the wright bros for evented this sort of mechine hahaha...berlepas dr lcct kul 1155am..and arrived at terengganu airport at 1235pm...cepat gle kot!!! kalu naik bas sehari suntuk! hhaha...even, family ak yg dr dungun tue pun x sampai lagi mase ak smpai...haha...kne tgu 2 jam plak sorg2 kt c2....hehe..but..it was a nice new experience to remember....hehe till then...

thanks to:

• meilin - sbb tolong booking and bayar gune krdt kad bapak die..

• siti n bf -sbb sanggup tolong hantar awal2 pg kt lcct tue...

• nadia - sbb jd one of the member in the journey

• senah - sbb jd peng'support' moral mase ak tgh ke'annoyed'an sepjg perjalan wakakaka...
• n sume yg terlibat secare langsung ke tidak....(xd kaitan pun sbnrnye...haha)
  

p/s kelajuan mengubah segalenye....

finally...home!!

i'm finally home rite now..
mish my lil bro yg buchuk n gedik n bonchittt!
still give me the 'ngada-ngada' request which i hate to fulfill..hahaha
but...lots of things have to be done...

• clean up my room which is abandont for my entire absent..
• updating this 'ntah ape2' blog which tetibe flow of ideas dtg!
• prepare for muet speaking test..hohoh
  
• and....none..haha i also dun know what else waiting for me to be done!

p/s: haven't updated 'bout the 4th day of exam! haha

Exam: Day 3

today's paper

Teaching of Oral-Aural skills

aku sgt syukur sbb paper masih boleh lg di kukus, di goreng dgn baik walaupun mase on da way pg dewan br nak bace nota...sbb:

• semlm around 130 am..ngantuk gle smpai xleh bukak mate! (first time happen)
• b4 that, sgt gedik buat appointment ngan sen ngan izatti nak tgk AIM yg sekumit pun x besh!
• walaupun time jam pkul 530 am nak bgn, tp..sudahnye 630am bgn..lepas smyg bummm! tdo balik!
• bala tuhan nak bg kut...ad la tue ak buat sumthing yang tak ptt..huhuh
  
• and..nasib baik....bukak soalan, tgk ayat2 yg familiar+ (ade la jgk ayat yg ak x pernah tau)+ stuck sket dekat part lesson plan tue...huhuhuh (credit Madam Azleena! hee..~)
  
• and...dpt 'menginspirasikan' diri di dalam dewan secare tetibe..(ak rse xde kaitan..tp nak tulis gk!! hahaha)

esk...adalah last battle for this sem...huhuh hope it went smoothly also la...n be happy mcm katun tue...=)

p/s:' i'm hanging by a moment here with you....'

Exam: Day 2

today's paper:

Introduction to Sociolinguistic

we have a situation here..hehe

sen: nanti xyah nak bukak notes kt dewan. ak ckp anti last minute bukak note.. nanti sume bende jd confuse..
ak: yela..yela...

kat luar dewan nampak Jue, Madi ngan Cik Nab(nabila) hehe

ak: weh..beres ke? sume dh tepu..?
diorg: bleh ar..tgu tgk soklan mcm mane br tau..

ak jd cuak...tetibe..

ak: sen..ak bukak nota ek? blur nie..
sen: bukak la...meh ak tnye ko jwb..haa social dialect?
ak: err....mmm...er...x igt..huhu
sen: social class tue..age,gender..bla..bla..
ak: ooooo...(lg cuak..)

tgh duk refer2 notes..tetibe..(x tau mcm mane bleh tergrk)

ak: sen, factors influence speaker choice of directive?
sen: hah? kebende 2?
ak: hehehe....
sen: ape weh....
ak: social distance between participants, relative status n formality of the context.(ak tau sbb refer notes..haha)
sen: susah gle nak ingat!!!(dlm usaha nak igt 3 point 'xleh blah' 2 + ak pun xleh nk igt!)

smpai Jue pun join skali hafal sbb die pun x igat..haha

announcement: all students..please be ready ( dh nak masuk dewan la 2...)

aku, sen, jue: pehal susah beno nak igt 3 point nieh!(still lg xleh igt dgn betol!)
ak: hafal bagai nak rak skali x masuk pun..haha
jue & sen: tau xpe..

masuk je dewan...
sen duk blkg ak..mase tuh sume org tgh sibok cr seat msg2 lagi..

ak: sen, ape 3 factors td...
(dgn dh ready nk tulis tkt lost tetibe)
sen: social distance between participants, relative status n formality of the context.
ak: ok bereh!

sneak out kertas exam b4 examiner suh bukak..

ak: alhamdulillah!!! ad masuk!

(sambil pusing kt sen yg dh tersengih busuk!)

*markahnye 3 marks je..tp kepuasan nye x dpt diugkapkan...hahaha

p/s: usahala walaupun sampai saat2 terakhir....hehehe (tersengih mcm katak kt atas tue..)