Thursday, October 22, 2009

looking forward for this....

SS501
album: Rebirth
Single: Love Like This
Release: 20 Oct 2009


Westlife
Album: Where We Are
Single: What About Now
Release: 30th November 2009


Lifehouse
Album: Smoke & Mirror
Single: Halfway Gone
Release: 8th December 2009





p/s: what does this mean? hahaha....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Pergi tak kembali....Al-fatihah...

today is really unsuspecting day to grieve....


3.06 pm this evening, i received a sms from my brother, Kero

"toki xde dah....br je tadi.."

i was surprised!! but not numb..sad but not sorrow....
i still can laugh at the class, makes jokes, no true feeling is out...
and even asked Madi why i don't feel the feeling!
maybe i already 'redha' for his leaving..
maybe this is for his own good and Allah loves him more and wants him
to stop suffering for everything have been done to him..

Deep down inside...i have sympathy for him..i really hope
he's been blessed and may rest in peace..
i also hope people who have been using him to stop fighting n arguing
bout the world!! i hate them very much!!

toki...
6th October 2007 was nenek,
7th October 2009 was urs,
i have nothing left to say....
Al-fatihah......='(

in memory..

...raya 2007...





p/s: when writing this, Azmir sms said "toki br siap simpan...imam tgh bace talkin"
and i could feel something blurry.....
(people come n go..n when the time come it also would be mine...am i already prepared for that?)

quick update! hehe...

i've just realised that actually i have lots in mind to share, but too lazy to write OR thoughts that keep playing in mind cannot be elaborated as one whole entry due to lack of infos OR it can, but depends to certain topics......haha so i think i'm gonna change the way i wrote this blog before. Just upload what's on your mind been hovered to; short,long, a few, little, many; all...just put it together. Can meh?? hehe......

1. my Oppa Sunbae is back (!!! *excited*) from his public isolation. This is the first glance of him after his recovery from H1N1, 3 weeks back i guessed. Thought the recovering mode would be until end of this month but he's and other boys (SS501) were participating in Korea China Relationship Concert in China just now. He still looks weak but comfortable in figure. Handsome + cool OPPA! hurry for more action!..hehe

2. "Do you really have to be like 'half naked' just to attend faculty Hari Raya celebration??" This is my thought with Senah when we saw, 2 girls wearing a 'nipis + jarang' baju kebaya with sarong + the other one was wearing a short sarong like with an intention to show her nice long white legs without bulu to public as we're on the way back from literature class tonight. "Look at us guys! Hot chicks here!" What a lame attention la girls...but sure works..who knows! ngee````

3. i don't know what all of you think, but i think bathroom is the room where i recall n create new ideas! hahaha.. Lots of things pop up through my head, jumping & jumping but as i sit back and write this entry, only the 2 point above is out to write! grrrr!

4. tones of assignment are also queuing up. Most of it need to be submitted next week. Overall, 3 lesson plan + one research proposal + one bigbook to design = countless time needed!! Remembered a dialogue from our group discussion this morning while discussing one of the assignment. Senah said, "Nie kite duk bincang assignments lecturer lain, skali datang Zarihan (our lecturer for teching writing subject) esok terus bagi assignment baru + nak minggu depan + kene present!" The truth is, Zarihah did leave a note to our class rep. bout the assignment need to be done tomorrow and the class is cancelled! " Lecturers lain bukan main lagi Q bagi assignment + suh submit bile2 yg ok...dtg je Zarihan terus potong Q n submit cepat..terpakse tgl keje lain buat keje die...adoila" bebel Senah
lagi lepas tue...hahahaha nasib la nah oiii.=)

5. this month, October..Yes October! is going to be my broke month! Today's only 6th October and my 'elaun' already quarter left! Giler! tue la...ikut nafsu lagi...Things that's been desired is more dangerous to be admire off compared to things that are needed to buy in the 1st place. Obviously, i already bought something that're been desired to own first and the conclusion is? 'I'm Broke!'. Abah! Help your daughter here......hehehe =)

6. i have new interest in posting new vocabs or words or saying or quote or wat so ever that can be related to those...hahaha You know sometimes you just have your favorite words of the day. As for me, my word for today come across when i watched "The Mentalist" tv show this evening. It's like the trademark of the story to start with this word when its begun, complete with defination + phonetic symbols + explanation = MENTALIST


MENTALIST

/ 'men-tə-list/ (noun)

  • someone who uses mental ability, hypnosis and/or suggestion.
  • a master manipulator of thoughts and behaviour.



i think that's all for tonight..and i also realised, it is not a quick update! haha....


there he is with the black cap..always looking down, walking @ Icheon airport
when departuring for China....hehe =)





p/s: assignments + all works!! here i come!!! hahahaha i have to start managing my works if not somebody said i'm not matured if i failed to do so!...LOL

Thursday, October 1, 2009

hikayat Raya 2009...

wah....nie raye ke brape baru nak buat entri pasal nie? haha
mood xde le weh! dalam kepale nie ade je nak post tapi...
kemalasan lagi kuat melanda! haha...
by the way..nie adalah gambar2 sepanjang raye 2009 yang:
  • happening!!
  • superb..besh!
  • create its own story n history...
  • last as a student n last dapat duit raye!! hukhuk...
  • ingat sampai bile2 la....haha
a picture worth a thousand of words..but nie ade byk gambar nie...interpret la ye...haha


Raya Pertama:

  • raya ngan family+sdare mare+spupu spapat...hehe
  • jalan rumah toki+nekma, selebehnye lepak rumah! haha

Raya Ke Dua & Ke
Tiga:
  • Raya ke-2: open house rmh faten, but since G-22 x cukup org..not many photos taken!
  • Raye ke-3: mase nih mmg berjalan x igt alam! start dgn my home, proceed to others houses (frens n seniors houses). of cuz mase nieh mkn byk gile!!! =) weee...muke pun makin bulat! haha

  • then, ptg tue dapat jemputan untuk Pre-reunion for our batch!! SMKAKA 01-05.. BBQ di rumah safwan sebagai tuan rumah. Ramai yang hadir. Jumpe la balik budak2 nie yg last skali agaknye jumpe 2 or 3 years back... (excited!)
:::the girls:::

:::the boys:::

Raye ke Lima:



  • haha tour time AGAIN!
  • kali nie raye di kerteh rumah Ain, since this year she's coming back to Malaysia for raya!
  • of cuz lots of photos taken. cannot change the facts that my girls are the cam manic!! haahaha

Raye ke Enam:



  • around 230pm got an emergency invitation from C-kem to join him n Ammar to Hisham's wedding. haha never thought 5 all us would be going together since all this while we're only contacting online haha...hisham nie geng C-kem n Ammar..merangkap senior kt skolah dulu la...igtkan mcm ade segan2, tp gempak gile duk pok pek2 dalam kete bercakap..haha 2 baru 5 org..haha
  • finish with the wedding, C-kem suggested for a 'lepak' at the beach...haha..vroom3...again..!
  • haha....bergossip+makan kepok=heaven!
  • cam manic-ing at the beach smpai x igt dunie! hehe


sekian....raye ke7 dah on day balik U balik...hehe..though, i think this is the best Raya so far, with the gathering with ex-schoolmates+ meet old friends + and also unsuspecting meeting with the 'two gays' really make up this raye! hahaha...




p/s: still..epi2 jugak...jgn lupe pade yg tiade...huhuhu....
: selamat hari raye! Jom pose 6 + ganti pose plak! hehe

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Ragam kami di bulan Ramadhan...=)

this post is really fully credited to skunk senn!!!!!! hahahah =)
thanks for posting n now i'm ciplak-ing..haha


Kepada my lovely housemate j4-2f…ini adalah sebahagian ragam kita ber-6 yg sempat dirakam oleh saya yaaaaa..sila jgn tuntut royolti dr aku huhuhu nama2 insan2 tertentu juga tidak dmentionkan untuk kesejahteraan sejagat…


Situation 1:

kisah mengenai si A yg pening memikir ttng kisah cinta sampai syurganya…dan 3 bersedara iaitu si S, si ML dan si I merumitkan lagi hikayat cinta smpai syurganya..huhuhu…pada satu malam yg hening si A telah di paksa berfikir tentang jodoh sampai syurganya oleh 3 rakan nye ini ketika perjalanan pulang dr OU(stelah puas berbuka puasa mencekik karipap dkt IKEA & shppng rayer dkt padini)….separuh perjalanan beliau terasa perut memulas-mulas, lalu berhenti lah kami di stesen minyak terpilih utk mebenarkan beliau memlunaskan hajat dihati..setelah puas menunaikan hajat..beliau kembali ke dalam kereta dan kami memulakan kembali perjalanan yg terhenti seketika itu..tetapi tahukah anda apa ayat yg telah keluar dr mulut beliau?? ….nie adalah kata-kata si A “hmm time membuang td,aku dah pikiq molek2 dah..antara si a dan si m ”….dan tahukah anda kami bertiga gelak guling bagaikan nak mati..lalu keluar pertanyaan nie dr mulut si S “wehhh hang pikiq pasai jodoh ang time dok berak dlm tandas ka weh ??? lalu bergema lah kembali ‘hahahahahhahahaaahhahahahahahhah’ dr kami bertiga….dan beliau terus-terusan mjadi mangsa gelak ketawa kami bertiga hahahaha

Situation 2:



ada 3 org budak si ML, si S, dan si W yg mane terigin sgt nak main mercun yg ekstrem…dpendekkan cerita Si I meninggalkan harta karun beliau yg mane merupakan stok mercun bola & botol dlm loker bj..lalu 3 bersedara nie mula merancang utk membinasakan mercun tersebut..setelah penat memikir, akhir mereka memilih strategis 3-3-1 iaitu mbaling mercun tersebut ke bawah blok melalui tgkp dapur yg bertentangan dgn guard house(misi membalas dendam kpda guard yg sllu marah2)...setelah berbincang segala strategi, si S bertugas memasang lighter, si ML sebagai tukang lempar mercun dan Si W sbgai mata-mata yg merakamkan tndkn balas para mak guard dan mak guard…lalu si ML pun m’lempar mercun..dan zupppp bommmmmmmmm…tapi tahukah anda apa yg dilakukan oleh 3 sahabat nie??Mereka telah lari lintang pukang kearah ruang tamu smbil meneriap di lantai ala2 bom nak meletup dlm umah mereka..hahahhahahahahha… lalu si A pun berkata “cesssss nak main mercun tp seekoq2 penakut nak mampus hahahahha”


Situation 3 :


mengenai si W yg merupakan org berjawatan yg perlu melaksana tugas2 tertentu ketika bulan pose..pada ari ahad si W telah berkawad di tgh panas di hadapan pak menteri..kemudiannya pada ari isnin beliau ditugaskan melekat memo di setiap kluster asrama berkaitan aktiviti persatuannya..lalu apabila si W pulang ke umah beliau amat penat..si S ketika hendak ke kls terlihat si W sdng lena tido..mgkin kerana penat...tapi tahukah anda ?apabila si S pulang ke umah selepas kls..para prebet, si ML dan si I telah melaporkan bahawa si W telah membuka puasa..si ML melaporkan si W telah mgunakan ayat2 sperti ini.. ‘rase tak larat sgt nie, cm nak pengsan..nak buka puasa laa...nak pengsan...(smbl ala2 nak guling pengsan huhu)’ lalu terus si W membuka puasa dgn membaham maggi di hadapan si ML..si ML berasa sgt sedih kerena pd ari tersebut beliau telah dkelilingi oleh manusia2 tdk puasa iaitu si I(mrangkap rumate nye) dan si W.



Situation 4 :



pd suatu mlm yg happening sbb esok nak blik kg ..si ML, si S bersama anggota baru si I dsebabkan si W yg berjawatan telah meninggalkan kami berdua yg chumel utk berbuka puasa ngan pak menteri...lalu aktiviti malam kami bermula..bermotif mercun bola dan mercun botol. Kami berhajat mengegarkan guard house..hahahah..tetapi tahukah anda ? si ML telah mensabotaj cubaan pertama kami dan si I sbagai pembekal harta karun mula menyumpah2...strategi pd malam nie ada mercun berirama duet antara si ML dan si S, dan si I memasang lighter..tiba saat pelepasan..sumbu mercun si S telah pun dlancarkan tetapi mercun si ML jugak telah dilepaskan bersama2 tanpa dinyalakan sumbunya...bommmmmmmm....si S masih menantikan bommmmmmm kedua..lalu dier bertanya ‘ ML asal bunyi satu aja ??? mane satu lagi ? ‘ si ML dgn angkuhnya mjawab ‘ aku baling mercun yg tak nyala lagi huhuhuhu‘ si I dan si S hampir pitam mimikirkan kerugian yg d’alami...lalu bergema la ketawa penghuni j4-2f nie kembali..si A dan si C trus gelak2 guling bersama2 si S, si I, dan si ML yg ‘budiman’.....

Situation 5 :
akibat terlalu ngidam roti pisang di alif firdaus restauran..si S telah mgajak rakan2 nya untuk menjamu selera dicana...dpendekkan cerita ketika sedang melangkah ke parking park..4 bersedara iaitu si ML, si A, si I dan si S bercerita mengenai mercun..tahukah anda apa yg telah terjadi ??tiba2 kedengaran sore insan ke-5 mencelah... ‘ ehhh engkau jual mercun erkkk ??? kemudian muncul lah kelibat sorg jejaka yg agak rupawan...huhuhu..si I telah pun ketaq perut kerana menyangka lelaki itu bersedara ngan polis, pihak hep atau pak guard...jejaka itu kelihatan sgt gersang untuk bermain mercun..beliau kelihatan begitu mgidam dan telah memujuk kami untuk tlg membelikan mercun dr pembekal si I..si I merasa serba salah kerana beliau cuba untuk merahsiakan identiti pembekal berdaulat beliau...setelah dpujuk berulang kali dengan sore yg sgt pilu, 4 bersedara setuju utk mbantu melunaskan rindu dendam jejaka tersebut terhadap mercun..lalu jejaka itu pun berkata ‘ cmnie aku bg korunk 5 iggit tlg beli mercun bola k ‘ tetapi tahukah anda jejaka yg rupawan itu hanya mempunyai 3 iggit aja di dlm poket seluarnya (moral of story muka nsem, poket tak smstinya nsem jgk k)


Sekian dahulu hikayat kami 6 bersedara..egat tak dlm entri sblm nie aku ada mention hope nie ramadan terakhir aku yg myeronok di unisel ??yesss ia mmg myeronokkan...saya jugak merasakan mercun tidak perlu dharamkan, kerana secara lahiriahnya ia telah merapatkan hub.silaturahim di’antara umat-umat manusia dlm melakukan kejahatan sejagat secara berkumpulan hahaha...




p/s : dlm umah j4-2f nie si C (merangkap rumate si S) adalah yg plng baik...haha xde masalah sepanjang pose nie...senyum memanjang je...hahaha


p/s: hahaha.....will never forget this memory lol...haha...this is our last time celebrating Ramadhan n Syawal together as a university students..lepas nih masing-masing dh berterabur 'tanam anggur' (maybe) kt kampung masing-masing....ahahahaha


SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI!! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN....


oooooo balik kampung...oooo balik kampung... hati girang..!!!! =)

Friday, September 11, 2009

i hate my English!


Lately...no!..now days i start noticing my English become more worst! how worst is that? i also don't know how to say but you can feel it right a way. most important part is i failed to make people understand what am i saying...meaning, every time i tried to explain something, especially in class the meaning just not there...it's like you 'pusing-pusing' at the same spot and at the end they didn't make sense of what i am saying...how's bad is that? i think it's really bad!!!!....i know the answer but when i speak up, the words just tremble and fly away out of now where...and sometimes i even lost the words! serious! no joking! is that a sign of short term memory or what? sigh....or is it my oral anxiety risen these days? but due to what?..that's why i hate my English! i think i can't convey the message well when i speak and when writing i keep repeating the same words. this is also leads to the second problem, lack of vocabulary! the words is not there when i need them....sometimes people just used a word to explain everything instead me, using these long sentences just to make sense in something! I hate it...really hate it!!! i really jealous with some of my blogger friends who can express themselves very much with this colonial language in their entries!

Any space to improve?

Yes! please teleport me to the native speaker country of English! I'm begging you! let me dried up there try to speak perfect English rather then dried up here hoping when will i get the competency! demand isn't it? huh!



i hate my english...but i love the language..!






p/s: cam mane le nak ajar orang lain kalu sdri pun 'kok kak...bertatih lagi bercakap!'
p/s: adoring Henry Golding slang from 8tv Quickeee.!! =)


Friday, September 4, 2009

Hankering for Oppa Sunbae(s)

Don't know where to start...but every story should has a start no matter what....and ends with an end whether it is a happy ending or the sad one...try to accept both...so this is my story for yesterday misery and uncertainty feeling that i feel right now.....

It's all started on the 1 Sept morning, when i just arrived at my 'sweet' bedroom at the hostel from a long journey back from my home town. As always, after settling down everything, i went online and searching for usual stuffs like facebook-ing,checking this blog dashboard to see if there is any hot or buzzing news around me. And it is a buzzing or even an extravaganza+shocking news waiting as i can see clearly from the blog that i followed stated......

"SS501 is going to Malaysia for the fan meeting!!!"
"They already landed this morning!!"


(ads@ the hotel)

i was like...are you freaking serious????? just for a night or approximately 5 hours journey in the bus and suddenly this news come out of nowhere!! i was like....OMG...OMG...OMG...!!!! Are they serious??? rase macam nok nangeh!! i start googling for more information and it's confirm that they already been here!!! oh..still don't know what to expect!! and start to spread the news to Senah, Wani and Zati.....Oppa Sunbae(s) is coming!! the person who i never imagine would show in this limit of time..! they were here for their DVD photoshoot and also MV for their latest album. Not enough with that...i started to plan a trip to see them... searching for peoples to count in my hunting and stalking my oppa sunbae(s) since the location for the fan meeting is only 30-40 minutes for where i am now...so what a waste to let the biggest+ opportunity just like that..Wani, Zati and Senah already agreed to join in. Then, Pel,Ju,Nadia and Nabila also interested in excorting me tooo...Pel said she never see me exited like this (before this i only crazy over westlife n planning to ambush them if they come but then suddenly the SS501's comin!) ..n Ju added that i was like someboday else! talking n explaining to them in particularly details bout tomorrow event like i'm the mad fan who get so aroused with that news...! hahaha.. of cuz i was! ahaha

3rd Sept 2009....

Last night, wani told me that she can't join us for the stalking due to overload of assignments plus group discussion that never end...but she promise to lend her car for us... (oh gosh! how could i thanked her for the believe she put in me by giving the key! thanks gal! i will remember ur support!).

After the class finished @1230pm...i'm too eager to go home n prepare..but we have to wait for Zati to end her class at 4 since she will be the photographer that evening...Sharp at 415pm, we're heading towards One Utama...i felt everything seems to move soo slow as i driving the car plus the road was quite busy with people who just come back from work...luckily there's no jam... 515pm...we arrived at the One World Hotel,parked the cars (forget to mention that we're going with 2 cars, Pel is driving the other one) and looking for the place the meeting will be held..once the lift open...i can heard the loud scream + noise from the fans. i felt insecured and when i saw the lines....i felt like! oh!!! where are these people coming from!!!! lots of triple S were there!! and the queue was unbelieveable out of mind! I was like..."okeeyyyy..." the hope is gone!!! i heard the security said the first group of fans arrived there @630am!!!! just for the queuing!! at last, there's someone else that are more fanatic then me!! hahahahaha......

So the wrong decisions started to take place! we decided that we're not going to Q up after seeing the lines (1st mistake!!)Hence, we just hovering around the hotel waiting for any lucky people to pass us the 'all access passes' maybe, or hoping to bump onto the boys at the lobby and bla..bla..bla.. wat a hypothesis that doesn't have any solid conclusion! haha....boring waiting....we take pictures and also meet some new friends+fans just like us hovering around for the luck!......but at the end...we went to the meeting spot again and saw that the fans had started moving toward the conference room for the signing.!! waaa...i was hopeless....i should meet one of my online friend, Keisu who also been there a bit earlier than me..and this is also the first face to face meeting for both of us since before this, we're only contacting through ym...i can't even spotted her around almost two thousand fans there...the place was soo pack...!!


-crazily taking pictures while bored waiting-
-plus...we're making new friends! hehe-


-introducing: SS501!!!-
above(from left): Jung Min,SS501,Young Saeng
below: Hyung Joon,Hyun Joong (leader), Kyu Ming


-photos@the fan signing-
-Jung Min even left a drawing for us as souvenir..hehe nice Jung Min!-

At the end...we just waiting outside the glass door and hoping the boys will come out and waved for us....of cuz... that's just a dream..because they never did!!!!...lots and lots of fans coming out screaming with joy and tears...i was like?? waaaaa....! nok nangeh! haha....but then...we're really feel like giving up beside it's already 7pm....the Q was still long to go...bored with waiting and seeing happy people coming out from inside...we go to find some place to cool down...but when we're back..the line become amazingly shorter...like a quarter@1/20 to go..my hope was shining again plus i also felt stupid not to just queuing up in the first place!..i decide that i want to wait till all this end! and nabila willingly to stay there with me as the others will go bukak puase first @ Ikea and it will be our meeting point there. As i wait n wait..,i msg keisu up and she said she's already out with my OPPA SUNBAE, Hyun Joong autograph!! oh gosh....i still in the line with nabila..n suddenly the guards that show a "T" sign means it's over!!!!!! they even lied said that the boys already left to KLIA as their flight to Korea will be on 1145pm.. how dare you lied!!!! i finally get to meet keisu there, and she's so small!! haha...can't even imagine she actually that thin n small haha...she's also very excited showing me the autograph and told me that oppa is really hensem face to face! so far..she manage to get two autograph..one is of cuz the hyun joong oppa..and the other bandmate, Young Saeng.

-tak jumpe yg real...gmbr pun jdla..hahaha-
-keisu,me and nabila...
-

After talking+hooping for the amazing stories+taking pictures with her...i finally realise that there's no hope at all and finally decided to join the others at ikea...and the 2nd wrong decision take place! y??...half and hour later...keisu sms me said that she saw the boys going out from the hotel lobby and left for KLIA...waaaaaa if i wait a little bit more..!! From the forum and fan stories,they can see the boys freely at the KLIA!!!Actually,the KLIA thing was already in our plan...if we can't meet the boys at the hotel..we will drive there to catch them. And that's the 3rd wrong decision i've made!i don't know y i have no luck at all that day!

1145pm..the boys already departure to Icheon while i'm grieving in the cinema thinking.."is this a karma???"

the pathetic+frustrated+loyal+crazy+fanatic ( will reach the level soon)
= "kipas susah mati"


-thanks girls for the support n company!-
-lain kali kite wak lagi ek? ahaha-
-more xtreme next time..ehehe-


A special n billion n zillion thanks to my girls!! Yes! all of you! start from Wani for let me drive her car, Zati for willingly be a photographer that day..and of course...the morals support from Senah, Pearl,Nadia,Aliya and Nabila! thanks for the company! this trip would never happen with joys if there's no people like you around me that time. We've tried everything....we've made an effort to come and stuff...but if there's no fate n chance to meet, there's nothing we can do....huhuh...




p/s:SS501 oppa sunbae(s)...Ddo bowayo =).....see you at the upcoming concert!!!!

p/s: i wonder next time, how am i going to get the all access pass or media pass..or anything la! hahaha better make a trick n plans now...haha

p/s: i'm heartbroke! =(



some photos credit to:
-the huntress
(4huntress.blogspot.com)
-triple S Malaysia
(triplesmalaysia.blogspot.com)