dream trip: BANGKOK!

i really wanna go for PERSONA IN BANGKOK
on 13 February 2010 okey!!!!

since that will be the LAST Persona concert for the Double S 501 boys for the 1st Asia Tour....
no more Malaysia..or even Singapore...
although they promised to come here on the Sept fan meeting in
Malaysia..huhuhu....
i don't know why i become this crazy and unwell this time...
i check the flight ticket..
and even found a group to join in this trip as they also would love to be there...
(lucky them....huhuh)
and also already plan the budget for the whole things...
still at the end....the NO..NO..is there...
the spirit would be high and low...upside down..left to right n etc..
I WANNA GOO!!! please!! let me!! huhuhu



[when will can i see them live???]




















[and when will i can see this heartthrob-ing smile in person??]






p/s: when it comes to these boys, my heart would never agree on
what my brain's thought huhuhu......
[and it's still a dream that would not become true..=( ]

-pictures credit as tagged
-Credit:Video source + English translation: Mel@KimHyunJoongThailand.com
Subbed: Reena + poohhl @youtube

posted: http://ss501ufo.blogspot.com/

i'll be back....=)

it's been a long time since the last entry....[sigh...suddenly love writing]
i think there're lots to be told..but no mood n time n space...[maybe...haha]
i'm currently in my final mode..but soon to be ended this sunday!!! [yipeee...yeaaa]
lot of things happened before that: classes, assignments, presentations..
the last thing was submitting the testing & evaluation report which gave us
nightmares to complete it...[tebal ooo..]
this 7th sem [the most busiest among all] also going to end soon...[sob...sob..=(]
lots of memories, friends come and go...
also looking forward for this semester holiday to come.....
and i'll be back! [ngeee...hehehe]






p/s: need to do something during the break that will bring in money!! any vacancies?? hahaha

rewarding myself?

can i rewarding myself up? haha..
since the 'suam-suam' birthday already away..
after a long hard works...
after countless presentation & micro-tech...
after a late stay-up in completing everything....
i think i deserve it....hehe..
already placed the order...
will update soon when it's arrive in the mail box! hahah

super excited!





p/s: it don't comes cheap! [i'm positive!]
: it's 416am..n i'm still writing... =(

women are not that hard to hold....

i've just finished watching 'The Proposal' (yea...yea...i know i should have finish my proposal..but it's 90% done within a day, should give me a clap what? haha...) Ok! back to the story, (Ryan Reynolds is soooo adorable!!!! [iklan]) hahaha....i love the movie...it's just a simple storyline.. There will be always an arrogant woman who acted up like a dictator and somehow finally fallen in love with the guy that she never though would be the one for her..(luckily everything it is, that guys always end up to be the handsome and the handsome one!) . And it is the woman who will surrender first when it's come to to feeling-thingy thing. Meaning, if the woman really do falling in love, we will take the action first, whether to back-off or even to stand-up straight for the man she love....(am i talking bout love here?? sigh...=))

Sometimes, women used to be scared and they just like to preserve themselves not to be hurt to much or rather been hurt alone when the feeling involve. we're not that complicated (i assumed! hehe..) we're just act according to nature and think what is the best for the one we love...( yes! i'm talking bout love...haha) I just love the last scene of the movie when Margeret said her lines:

"There's a reason why i've been alone along this time..it's because i'm comfortable that way..i think it would be easier if we forgot everything that happen and i just left..."

Andrew just keep looking at her and said:

"you're right, it would be easier..."

at last..she was saying....

"I'm scared!"

scared to fall in love or being hurt by love....(my interpretation of cuz....)

My second fave movie after 'The Lake House'...i've once asked a guy, if he happen to be in the same situation like Keanu Reeves in the movie,would he do the same thing as him?..And he said, if that what it takes, he will wait until that time...so man do have that instinct to wait..(when it come to right person and situation....curious? find the movie and watch urself what happen..hehe) 2nd movie also by Sandra Bullock that i love...hehe...

p/s: As the men keep wondering where's his Cinderella, we're also keep looking where is my Prince Charming
:it's 3.24 am..and i'm still awake! this sleeping disorder had strucked me badly!!

i'm lazy!!!!!!

to tell you the truth.......

i'm in my lazy mood rite now!!!!!
even more lazy if compared to this Garfield!!!

• i haven't finished my research proposal that supposed to due last thursday !
  

• i haven't updated this blog for a long time!
• i 've done nothing!!!
• argghhhhhh!!! i hate this! my everyday activities: got up, class, korean! (to be precise update about ss501), eating and eating and eating and sleep!
• i lost my courage, spirit n bla...bla...bla...in finishing my works! (even senah keep nagging n smirk at me!)
  
• i don't know wat's happening to me...it's like my brain dosen't function anymore!!
• and....for sure...i'm gaining my weight just like the Garfield!
• so wat am i going to be? the next orange Garfield???
• i'm lethargic!
• i'm pethetic!
• this is me right now!

p/s: i hate me!!
: and it is 240am...and i'm still not editting my proposal's introduction yet! [dead!] n my friday's just went off like that! sighhh..... =(

thank you.....

Translation

Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painfull..
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you


I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not able to be better
Painfull
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side

Romanzation

komapta
nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso
tteollinda neowa hamkke gal i giri
saranghae ni apeseo haneun eosaekhan mal
haengbokhae jal sarajwoyahae

mianhae
na gateun saram manaseo
apeuda cham manhi bujokhan naega
neoui gyeoteseo kkeut kkaji hamkke hae julke
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeoga julke

jugeodo
i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji
hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi
shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

mianhae
deo jalhae juji mot haeseo
apeuda neul mojaran nae moseubi
himdeurodo na kkeut kkaji jikyeobwa jullae
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeogajulke

jugeodo i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

neoman iyeo ya haneun nae maeumeul yongseo hagil
manhi bujokhaedo
manhi mojarado
ganjeolhi neol wonhaneun na in-geol

ttaeroneun himdeun nari chaja ondedo
sesang kkeut kkaji jabeun du son nohji anheulke
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

komawoyo nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso


p/s: i'm touched with no reason! wakakaka....
[sorry bro..the words die and not releasing hands until the end is in here...hehe]

between a holiday and homework(s)

1. last week was deepavali...my class was off from the friday till tuesday. It's 5 days off! and i'm here, stranded at the hostel!! can't believe isn't it? me neither....haha..usually, when it comes to holiday, me and senah were the first person will 'cabut balik' haha...lepas je kelas terus lompat naik bas balik...hehe but this time around we just stayed at the hostel with the hope and desired to finish all the 'tertunggak' homework yg bertimbung! finally, it's still not been finish until just now. i've just finished editing my research proposal! hahaha... [gimme a clap!] feel a bit relief..but my chapter 2 [literature review] feel like out of mind pun ade..haha...whatever...as long as i finished it! hahaha....

2. due to the holiday, my roomate asked me and senah if we would like to join a tv show recording with Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah [yes! the famous psychologist 2]...senah was excited thinking that she will be in the tv at last. hahaha. We've been there on friday morning and shoot 3 episodes of the show title 'Making a Difference'. honestly speaking, it is a good show with lots of knowledge n tips..but the way it's been carried out was so bored! Aigoo...i'm just awake when he interviewed the first panel..the rest is history! [there're 3 panel all together]hahaha..by the way this show will be air next year at 6am in the morning! haha...my sleepiness may be suit the time of the program shown. hahaha.....

3. this sem, i realise that i'm become more busy. with the assignments of cuz..cannot be denied. but then..there's Residen Sport Day...we [include senah,wani & zati] were 'gatal-gatal' volunteer to help the organisation to make the day come true! haha..it was full of meeting and the day of the program is tomorrow! i hope it went well and i'm sure we're will been half dead of tiredness! ahahaha...Not enough with that, we also 'gatal tangan again' applying for the convocation festival @ feskonisel 09 secretariat under the Publicity bureau!...haha..the nightmare starts! haha...this Feskonisel 09 will be held next week due to our 4th Unisel Convocation Day...hope it's all been moved smoothly as planned.

4. My fave boy bands are going to release their album!!! Yes...boy band[s] with the 'S'. Aigooo... quiet excited and trilled to hear their new songs. Since SS501 already release the album, 'Rebirth' for last 2 days ago, i've manage to hear the preview of the album and it is breath-taking +tremendous+amazing!! Their new single, 'Love Like This' is very catchy and sound fresh! haha can't wait for the comeback on clip video guys [oppa sunbae!sarangheeee!! ahahha] As for Westlife, after a year of holiday from recording and tour, they also appear with their 7th studio album, 'Where We Are'!! my long live boy band since school haha....but the frustrating part is, they still have covers in this album even before that Shane several times mention in the interview that there will be no cover at all! guys...what's happen! the new single will be the cover version of Daughtry song 'What About Now'. i miss your own songs lads! still will looking forward to have it...hehe lastly, my Lifehouse band! haha..releasing the 'Smoke & Mirror', it also a brand new album after the previous one last year. Listen to the voice of Jason Wade again made me eager to hear other songs too!! haha the single 'Halfway Gone' really fulfill my expectation...! can't wait to get the whole album!! haha.....

4. i'm coming towards the end, i still hope all my assignments and presentations will fastly move away! hahaha still lots to be settled. looks like the holiday and the homework never works together. hahaha....plus! all my friends from other uni will be facing final exam and of cuz will be on holiday early compared to mine! waaa...not fair!! haha...jealous! but..gud luck guys! ti kite plan dasyat2 ek mase cuti? hahahaha






p/s: i think i'm goin to broke again next month! haha...[hope not!]