thank you.....

Translation

Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painfull..
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you


I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not able to be better
Painfull
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side

Romanzation

komapta
nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso
tteollinda neowa hamkke gal i giri
saranghae ni apeseo haneun eosaekhan mal
haengbokhae jal sarajwoyahae

mianhae
na gateun saram manaseo
apeuda cham manhi bujokhan naega
neoui gyeoteseo kkeut kkaji hamkke hae julke
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeoga julke

jugeodo
i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji
hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi
shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

mianhae
deo jalhae juji mot haeseo
apeuda neul mojaran nae moseubi
himdeurodo na kkeut kkaji jikyeobwa jullae
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeogajulke

jugeodo i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

neoman iyeo ya haneun nae maeumeul yongseo hagil
manhi bujokhaedo
manhi mojarado
ganjeolhi neol wonhaneun na in-geol

ttaeroneun himdeun nari chaja ondedo
sesang kkeut kkaji jabeun du son nohji anheulke
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

komawoyo nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso


p/s: i'm touched with no reason! wakakaka....
[sorry bro..the words die and not releasing hands until the end is in here...hehe]

between a holiday and homework(s)

1. last week was deepavali...my class was off from the friday till tuesday. It's 5 days off! and i'm here, stranded at the hostel!! can't believe isn't it? me neither....haha..usually, when it comes to holiday, me and senah were the first person will 'cabut balik' haha...lepas je kelas terus lompat naik bas balik...hehe but this time around we just stayed at the hostel with the hope and desired to finish all the 'tertunggak' homework yg bertimbung! finally, it's still not been finish until just now. i've just finished editing my research proposal! hahaha... [gimme a clap!] feel a bit relief..but my chapter 2 [literature review] feel like out of mind pun ade..haha...whatever...as long as i finished it! hahaha....

2. due to the holiday, my roomate asked me and senah if we would like to join a tv show recording with Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah [yes! the famous psychologist 2]...senah was excited thinking that she will be in the tv at last. hahaha. We've been there on friday morning and shoot 3 episodes of the show title 'Making a Difference'. honestly speaking, it is a good show with lots of knowledge n tips..but the way it's been carried out was so bored! Aigoo...i'm just awake when he interviewed the first panel..the rest is history! [there're 3 panel all together]hahaha..by the way this show will be air next year at 6am in the morning! haha...my sleepiness may be suit the time of the program shown. hahaha.....

3. this sem, i realise that i'm become more busy. with the assignments of cuz..cannot be denied. but then..there's Residen Sport Day...we [include senah,wani & zati] were 'gatal-gatal' volunteer to help the organisation to make the day come true! haha..it was full of meeting and the day of the program is tomorrow! i hope it went well and i'm sure we're will been half dead of tiredness! ahahaha...Not enough with that, we also 'gatal tangan again' applying for the convocation festival @ feskonisel 09 secretariat under the Publicity bureau!...haha..the nightmare starts! haha...this Feskonisel 09 will be held next week due to our 4th Unisel Convocation Day...hope it's all been moved smoothly as planned.

4. My fave boy bands are going to release their album!!! Yes...boy band[s] with the 'S'. Aigooo... quiet excited and trilled to hear their new songs. Since SS501 already release the album, 'Rebirth' for last 2 days ago, i've manage to hear the preview of the album and it is breath-taking +tremendous+amazing!! Their new single, 'Love Like This' is very catchy and sound fresh! haha can't wait for the comeback on clip video guys [oppa sunbae!sarangheeee!! ahahha] As for Westlife, after a year of holiday from recording and tour, they also appear with their 7th studio album, 'Where We Are'!! my long live boy band since school haha....but the frustrating part is, they still have covers in this album even before that Shane several times mention in the interview that there will be no cover at all! guys...what's happen! the new single will be the cover version of Daughtry song 'What About Now'. i miss your own songs lads! still will looking forward to have it...hehe lastly, my Lifehouse band! haha..releasing the 'Smoke & Mirror', it also a brand new album after the previous one last year. Listen to the voice of Jason Wade again made me eager to hear other songs too!! haha the single 'Halfway Gone' really fulfill my expectation...! can't wait to get the whole album!! haha.....

4. i'm coming towards the end, i still hope all my assignments and presentations will fastly move away! hahaha still lots to be settled. looks like the holiday and the homework never works together. hahaha....plus! all my friends from other uni will be facing final exam and of cuz will be on holiday early compared to mine! waaa...not fair!! haha...jealous! but..gud luck guys! ti kite plan dasyat2 ek mase cuti? hahahaha






p/s: i think i'm goin to broke again next month! haha...[hope not!]

looking forward for this....

SS501
album: Rebirth
Single: Love Like This
Release: 20 Oct 2009

Westlife
Album: Where We Are
Single: What About Now
Release: 30th November 2009

Lifehouse
Album: Smoke & Mirror
Single: Halfway Gone
Release: 8th December 2009

p/s: what does this mean? hahaha....

Pergi tak kembali....Al-fatihah...

today is really unsuspecting day to grieve....


3.06 pm this evening, i received a sms from my brother, Kero

"toki xde dah....br je tadi.."

i was surprised!! but not numb..sad but not sorrow....
i still can laugh at the class, makes jokes, no true feeling is out...
and even asked Madi why i don't feel the feeling!
maybe i already 'redha' for his leaving..
maybe this is for his own good and Allah loves him more and wants him
to stop suffering for everything have been done to him..

Deep down inside...i have sympathy for him..i really hope
he's been blessed and may rest in peace..
i also hope people who have been using him to stop fighting n arguing
bout the world!! i hate them very much!!

toki...
6th October 2007 was nenek,
7th October 2009 was urs,
i have nothing left to say....
Al-fatihah......='(

in memory..

...raya 2007...





p/s: when writing this, Azmir sms said "toki br siap simpan...imam tgh bace talkin"
and i could feel something blurry.....
(people come n go..n when the time come it also would be mine...am i already prepared for that?)

quick update! hehe...

i've just realised that actually i have lots in mind to share, but too lazy to write OR thoughts that keep playing in mind cannot be elaborated as one whole entry due to lack of infos OR it can, but depends to certain topics......haha so i think i'm gonna change the way i wrote this blog before. Just upload what's on your mind been hovered to; short,long, a few, little, many; all...just put it together. Can meh?? hehe......

1. my Oppa Sunbae is back (!!! *excited*) from his public isolation. This is the first glance of him after his recovery from H1N1, 3 weeks back i guessed. Thought the recovering mode would be until end of this month but he's and other boys (SS501) were participating in Korea China Relationship Concert in China just now. He still looks weak but comfortable in figure. Handsome + cool OPPA! hurry for more action!..hehe

2. "Do you really have to be like 'half naked' just to attend faculty Hari Raya celebration??" This is my thought with Senah when we saw, 2 girls wearing a 'nipis + jarang' baju kebaya with sarong + the other one was wearing a short sarong like with an intention to show her nice long white legs without bulu to public as we're on the way back from literature class tonight. "Look at us guys! Hot chicks here!" What a lame attention la girls...but sure works..who knows! ngee````

3. i don't know what all of you think, but i think bathroom is the room where i recall n create new ideas! hahaha.. Lots of things pop up through my head, jumping & jumping but as i sit back and write this entry, only the 2 point above is out to write! grrrr!

4. tones of assignment are also queuing up. Most of it need to be submitted next week. Overall, 3 lesson plan + one research proposal + one bigbook to design = countless time needed!! Remembered a dialogue from our group discussion this morning while discussing one of the assignment. Senah said, "Nie kite duk bincang assignments lecturer lain, skali datang Zarihan (our lecturer for teching writing subject) esok terus bagi assignment baru + nak minggu depan + kene present!" The truth is, Zarihah did leave a note to our class rep. bout the assignment need to be done tomorrow and the class is cancelled! " Lecturers lain bukan main lagi Q bagi assignment + suh submit bile2 yg ok...dtg je Zarihan terus potong Q n submit cepat..terpakse tgl keje lain buat keje die...adoila" bebel Senah
lagi lepas tue...hahahaha nasib la nah oiii.=)

5. this month, October..Yes October! is going to be my broke month! Today's only 6th October and my 'elaun' already quarter left! Giler! tue la...ikut nafsu lagi...Things that's been desired is more dangerous to be admire off compared to things that are needed to buy in the 1st place. Obviously, i already bought something that're been desired to own first and the conclusion is? 'I'm Broke!'. Abah! Help your daughter here......hehehe =)

6. i have new interest in posting new vocabs or words or saying or quote or wat so ever that can be related to those...hahaha You know sometimes you just have your favorite words of the day. As for me, my word for today come across when i watched "The Mentalist" tv show this evening. It's like the trademark of the story to start with this word when its begun, complete with defination + phonetic symbols + explanation = MENTALIST

MENTALIST

/ 'men-tə-list/ (noun)

• someone who uses mental ability, hypnosis and/or suggestion.
• a master manipulator of thoughts and behaviour.
  

i think that's all for tonight..and i also realised, it is not a quick update! haha....

there he is with the black cap..always looking down, walking @ Icheon airport
when departuring for China....hehe =)

p/s: assignments + all works!! here i come!!! hahahaha i have to start managing my works if not somebody said i'm not matured if i failed to do so!...LOL

hikayat Raya 2009...

wah....nie raye ke brape baru nak buat entri pasal nie? haha
mood xde le weh! dalam kepale nie ade je nak post tapi...
kemalasan lagi kuat melanda! haha...
by the way..nie adalah gambar2 sepanjang raye 2009 yang:

• happening!!
• superb..besh!
• create its own story n history...
  
• last as a student n last dapat duit raye!! hukhuk...
• ingat sampai bile2 la....haha

a picture worth a thousand of words..but nie ade byk gambar nie...interpret la ye...haha


Raya Pertama:

• raya ngan family+sdare mare+spupu spapat...hehe
• jalan rumah toki+nekma, selebehnye lepak rumah! haha

• 

Raya Ke Dua & Ke Tiga:

• Raya ke-2: open house rmh faten, but since G-22 x cukup org..not many photos taken!
• Raye ke-3: mase nih mmg berjalan x igt alam! start dgn my home, proceed to others houses (frens n seniors houses). of cuz mase nieh mkn byk gile!!! =) weee...muke pun makin bulat! haha

• 

• then, ptg tue dapat jemputan untuk Pre-reunion for our batch!! SMKAKA 01-05.. BBQ di rumah safwan sebagai tuan rumah. Ramai yang hadir. Jumpe la balik budak2 nie yg last skali agaknye jumpe 2 or 3 years back... (excited!)

:::the girls:::

:::the boys:::

Raye ke Lima:

• haha tour time AGAIN!
• kali nie raye di kerteh rumah Ain, since this year she's coming back to Malaysia for raya!
• of cuz lots of photos taken. cannot change the facts that my girls are the cam manic!! haahaha

Raye ke Enam:

• around 230pm got an emergency invitation from C-kem to join him n Ammar to Hisham's wedding. haha never thought 5 all us would be going together since all this while we're only contacting online haha...hisham nie geng C-kem n Ammar..merangkap senior kt skolah dulu la...igtkan mcm ade segan2, tp gempak gile duk pok pek2 dalam kete bercakap..haha 2 baru 5 org..haha
  

• finish with the wedding, C-kem suggested for a 'lepak' at the beach...haha..vroom3...again..!
  
• haha....bergossip+makan kepok=heaven!
• cam manic-ing at the beach smpai x igt dunie! hehe

• 

sekian....raye ke7 dah on day balik U balik...hehe..though, i think this is the best Raya so far, with the gathering with ex-schoolmates+ meet old friends + and also unsuspecting meeting with the 'two gays' really make up this raye! hahaha...




p/s: still..epi2 jugak...jgn lupe pade yg tiade...huhuhu....
: selamat hari raye! Jom pose 6 + ganti pose plak! hehe

Ragam kami di bulan Ramadhan...=)

this post is really fully credited to skunk senn!!!!!! hahahah =)
thanks for posting n now i'm ciplak-ing..haha

Kepada my lovely housemate j4-2f…ini adalah sebahagian ragam kita ber-6 yg sempat dirakam oleh saya yaaaaa..sila jgn tuntut royolti dr aku huhuhu nama2 insan2 tertentu juga tidak dmentionkan untuk kesejahteraan sejagat…


Situation 1:

kisah mengenai si A yg pening memikir ttng kisah cinta sampai syurganya…dan 3 bersedara iaitu si S, si ML dan si I merumitkan lagi hikayat cinta smpai syurganya..huhuhu…pada satu malam yg hening si A telah di paksa berfikir tentang jodoh sampai syurganya oleh 3 rakan nye ini ketika perjalanan pulang dr OU(stelah puas berbuka puasa mencekik karipap dkt IKEA & shppng rayer dkt padini)….separuh perjalanan beliau terasa perut memulas-mulas, lalu berhenti lah kami di stesen minyak terpilih utk mebenarkan beliau memlunaskan hajat dihati..setelah puas menunaikan hajat..beliau kembali ke dalam kereta dan kami memulakan kembali perjalanan yg terhenti seketika itu..tetapi tahukah anda apa ayat yg telah keluar dr mulut beliau?? ….nie adalah kata-kata si A “hmm time membuang td,aku dah pikiq molek2 dah..antara si a dan si m ”….dan tahukah anda kami bertiga gelak guling bagaikan nak mati..lalu keluar pertanyaan nie dr mulut si S “wehhh hang pikiq pasai jodoh ang time dok berak dlm tandas ka weh ??? lalu bergema lah kembali ‘hahahahahhahahaaahhahahahahahhah’ dr kami bertiga….dan beliau terus-terusan mjadi mangsa gelak ketawa kami bertiga hahahaha

Situation 2:



ada 3 org budak si ML, si S, dan si W yg mane terigin sgt nak main mercun yg ekstrem…dpendekkan cerita Si I meninggalkan harta karun beliau yg mane merupakan stok mercun bola & botol dlm loker bj..lalu 3 bersedara nie mula merancang utk membinasakan mercun tersebut..setelah penat memikir, akhir mereka memilih strategis 3-3-1 iaitu mbaling mercun tersebut ke bawah blok melalui tgkp dapur yg bertentangan dgn guard house(misi membalas dendam kpda guard yg sllu marah2)...setelah berbincang segala strategi, si S bertugas memasang lighter, si ML sebagai tukang lempar mercun dan Si W sbgai mata-mata yg merakamkan tndkn balas para mak guard dan mak guard…lalu si ML pun m’lempar mercun..dan zupppp bommmmmmmmm…tapi tahukah anda apa yg dilakukan oleh 3 sahabat nie??Mereka telah lari lintang pukang kearah ruang tamu smbil meneriap di lantai ala2 bom nak meletup dlm umah mereka..hahahhahahahahha… lalu si A pun berkata “cesssss nak main mercun tp seekoq2 penakut nak mampus hahahahha”


Situation 3 :


mengenai si W yg merupakan org berjawatan yg perlu melaksana tugas2 tertentu ketika bulan pose..pada ari ahad si W telah berkawad di tgh panas di hadapan pak menteri..kemudiannya pada ari isnin beliau ditugaskan melekat memo di setiap kluster asrama berkaitan aktiviti persatuannya..lalu apabila si W pulang ke umah beliau amat penat..si S ketika hendak ke kls terlihat si W sdng lena tido..mgkin kerana penat...tapi tahukah anda ?apabila si S pulang ke umah selepas kls..para prebet, si ML dan si I telah melaporkan bahawa si W telah membuka puasa..si ML melaporkan si W telah mgunakan ayat2 sperti ini.. ‘rase tak larat sgt nie, cm nak pengsan..nak buka puasa laa...nak pengsan...(smbl ala2 nak guling pengsan huhu)’ lalu terus si W membuka puasa dgn membaham maggi di hadapan si ML..si ML berasa sgt sedih kerena pd ari tersebut beliau telah dkelilingi oleh manusia2 tdk puasa iaitu si I(mrangkap rumate nye) dan si W.



Situation 4 :



pd suatu mlm yg happening sbb esok nak blik kg ..si ML, si S bersama anggota baru si I dsebabkan si W yg berjawatan telah meninggalkan kami berdua yg chumel utk berbuka puasa ngan pak menteri...lalu aktiviti malam kami bermula..bermotif mercun bola dan mercun botol. Kami berhajat mengegarkan guard house..hahahah..tetapi tahukah anda ? si ML telah mensabotaj cubaan pertama kami dan si I sbagai pembekal harta karun mula menyumpah2...strategi pd malam nie ada mercun berirama duet antara si ML dan si S, dan si I memasang lighter..tiba saat pelepasan..sumbu mercun si S telah pun dlancarkan tetapi mercun si ML jugak telah dilepaskan bersama2 tanpa dinyalakan sumbunya...bommmmmmmm....si S masih menantikan bommmmmmm kedua..lalu dier bertanya ‘ ML asal bunyi satu aja ??? mane satu lagi ? ‘ si ML dgn angkuhnya mjawab ‘ aku baling mercun yg tak nyala lagi huhuhuhu‘ si I dan si S hampir pitam mimikirkan kerugian yg d’alami...lalu bergema la ketawa penghuni j4-2f nie kembali..si A dan si C trus gelak2 guling bersama2 si S, si I, dan si ML yg ‘budiman’.....

Situation 5 :
akibat terlalu ngidam roti pisang di alif firdaus restauran..si S telah mgajak rakan2 nya untuk menjamu selera dicana...dpendekkan cerita ketika sedang melangkah ke parking park..4 bersedara iaitu si ML, si A, si I dan si S bercerita mengenai mercun..tahukah anda apa yg telah terjadi ??tiba2 kedengaran sore insan ke-5 mencelah... ‘ ehhh engkau jual mercun erkkk ??? kemudian muncul lah kelibat sorg jejaka yg agak rupawan...huhuhu..si I telah pun ketaq perut kerana menyangka lelaki itu bersedara ngan polis, pihak hep atau pak guard...jejaka itu kelihatan sgt gersang untuk bermain mercun..beliau kelihatan begitu mgidam dan telah memujuk kami untuk tlg membelikan mercun dr pembekal si I..si I merasa serba salah kerana beliau cuba untuk merahsiakan identiti pembekal berdaulat beliau...setelah dpujuk berulang kali dengan sore yg sgt pilu, 4 bersedara setuju utk mbantu melunaskan rindu dendam jejaka tersebut terhadap mercun..lalu jejaka itu pun berkata ‘ cmnie aku bg korunk 5 iggit tlg beli mercun bola k ‘ tetapi tahukah anda jejaka yg rupawan itu hanya mempunyai 3 iggit aja di dlm poket seluarnya (moral of story muka nsem, poket tak smstinya nsem jgk k)

Sekian dahulu hikayat kami 6 bersedara..egat tak dlm entri sblm nie aku ada mention hope nie ramadan terakhir aku yg myeronok di unisel ??yesss ia mmg myeronokkan...saya jugak merasakan mercun tidak perlu dharamkan, kerana secara lahiriahnya ia telah merapatkan hub.silaturahim di’antara umat-umat manusia dlm melakukan kejahatan sejagat secara berkumpulan hahaha...




p/s : dlm umah j4-2f nie si C (merangkap rumate si S) adalah yg plng baik...haha xde masalah sepanjang pose nie...senyum memanjang je...hahaha


p/s: hahaha.....will never forget this memory lol...haha...this is our last time celebrating Ramadhan n Syawal together as a university students..lepas nih masing-masing dh berterabur 'tanam anggur' (maybe) kt kampung masing-masing....ahahahaha

SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI!! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN....


oooooo balik kampung...oooo balik kampung... hati girang..!!!! =)