They're coming....!!

After 11 years of waiting, WESTLIFE's coming to Malaysia!!! [wooot....wooottt]

I was actually screamed a bit when i saw Mark tweeted the details of the Asia tour thru his twitter and the news become a hot topic for a while as everybody actually anticipating for it.

They're coming here maybe for the the new album, 'Gravity' promotion where i havent even download the songs, let alone in buying the cd. Actually, i missed 3 of their records in my collection, and the songs also feels alienated to me. But, hey...hey... Mr.Shane voice is still the best yo.! ekeke... and to add up the hot & spicy to this juicy news, Sony Music Malaysia also posted the early details about it in their FB .



Like i said it's been 11 years for me and others. It's like from childhood memories and suddenly it's about to come true. Most of my friends even said is Westlife still exist after all this while? Well IT IS of course! Up till now, i really think i can gather a 'rombongan mak kiah' to tag along for this. hahaha...


p/s: waiting for the seating layout...^^ and hoping my money tree grows very well on October.^^

changing...

I'm here!!!!
Looks like the writing mode kicks off when i have caffeine for a day. I did slurp for double shot for tonight as a matter of staying up late and finishing what's supposed to be finished.

It's been almost 1 month im in the new work place. Everything's fine as for now and i feel so much worried as this is the big institution where everything is counted and everyone wants to be part of it. Not to doubt about the previous place, but i actually can compare it now. Not going to brag about the system or stuff but prefer more on the teaching and the students.

I've been given to teach 2 subjects that involve students from semester 1 and 3. For semester 1, it will focus more on grammar while semester 3 is all about writing. Both skills that i'm lacking off in my own-self. I must say that this time i really do the teaching part as i have time to study and make sure that the students understand what they have been presented with. It reminds me back at the old place where I've got to teach 5 subjects all together in one semester, let alone their level and semesters. It's all mess-up. It come to the sense that is it for quality or quantity. I can say that my previous teaching has no quality at all, as you've been burden with lots of unrelated things plus the killing teaching loads which hardly makes me focus into the classroom preparation. Now i felt that i should have make the classroom activity and teaching works on them.

Education is not about making money and such. It's about how you make the students learn something in your class and how they response towards your teaching. It's hard as being an educator it involves to educate and shaping them in becoming a human being. So do not label the teacher for whatever they are because sometime it's stressful in order to make a normal human understand what you are talking about. AND teaching do not involve any medium. It can revolve in any places in the world as along as your knowledge is shared.

Though this new place is established and well-known, the English level is just the same as the students still struggle with that 2nd language. I have encounter the weak students in class where they can't even pronounce the simple words or their slang is the barrier to the speaking. So it's just the same be in here or there, people struggle with it, as i hope i would have done better there.

what am i talking about?? I dont know either...lalalala....


p/s: yes...my english is bad too as im also learning and im not the native speakers..you have problems with that?

Lie To Me...

I'm sure i should not be posting this up and it's like so suddenly out of nowhere the urge to write come and this time i self-surrender to what i feel. I'm actually in the middle of translating the Episode 4 of 'OneDay' as it needs to be submitted by (tonight?tomorrow?) haha i dont know already, as long as my second boss will see this trans in her email by tomorrow morning and it means no sleep for me as it's just 2/5 of it done?. Yes, i love and miss the feeling of writing without having any restriction to what you're going to put on your post.

In keeping up with my sleepy head, i'm just doing the translating while watching new drama, crazy ait? it's really makes my work slower on the left side while the eyes are glued to the right side even more, but it couldn't be helped. It's just a sadpy sloopy love story as always, where he dumped her then comes new girl and then she's coming back and he wants her back and leave the other 'she' clueless on what actually happen. (cliche already) It just reminds me back on Kim Samsoon, as in here we have Yoon Eun Hye, way better compare to Samsoon but the storyline is quite the same. Yes, i did watched it because of YEH all the way but half way of the episodes, i googled for Kang Ji Hwan. Like i said, it's juat a simple, cliche ,predictable love story but i just love it. It's still getting in sense on how typical waman fall

for a man but the man still in the memories of the other woman. Sigh~~~ life's hard. My fave quote would be, it's the matter on living and starting new life or living with your hunted past memories that will hurt you soon as if the wound would heal.

[leftrightleftright @_@]

Getting until this paragraph, i dont know what i'm rambling about, it's just i need to say what you have read. If you dont understand, then don't be. It's not for information or something. If you do understand, thank you for reading. Maybe i do miss this blog really much. Though it's nothing, but at least it has something that others done, it's a my life journey as well. So better to keep it live and continue writing or just let it dead and rarely open it, it's all my choice. And it's clearly that making a choice is not an easy things do and it's getting complicated when it's involve many parties. Till then, that's all i wanna say.

p/s: i think my hormone ain't stable yet. =.='

: do i sort of missed the [click, cling and pang?] <-------help me 'Azril', what's urs?

hello??

coming back soon....? (>.<')

procrastinating...

Hola....it's me!!! (sweeping all the dusk here...)
i hate of writing, 'it's been a while' and IT IS!! i'm always a lazy bum, and when i can't make my thought to get out from my brain thru my skull and on this blog, then i'm a failure. See how the topic of today's posting? yes! i'm procrastinating over other important things that should be done and finished maybe last week? Now i understand the underlying meaning of this word when my friend, Tasha keep using it before.

Pro-cras-ti-nation

by means: is putting off or avoiding doing something that must be done.

And right now, i'm suppose to revise the notes for the subjects that i'm going to teach next semester but i havent done it yet and i'm avoiding it by updating this blog and going to give a full rant about it. I bought home all the books that related to the subjects, go through the syllabus, marked which page i should going thru again and still i'm stuck in shortening the info into a neat notes. Can i just read it and not preparing any notes for the students? hahaha...my new way of teaching is i love torturing them in writing it out instead of me giving the photocopied ones.

Speaking of next semester, it's a short sem but i've got 4 subjects to cover it all and i can feel how a dead meat i am in order to prepare all the subjects. C'mon guys, if possible they want to squeeze all the English subjects in this semester and my total of teaching load would be 26 hours/week. it's PACKED! no more internet, no more running man and no more twitter i believe. but..but..but... it's all a timetable and on a paper, who know what might actually happen during the course...ekekeke...not going to spoil it here.

I've been thinking lately how i'm still here, in the place where i used to think that i will leave it in a short period of time but now, i'm still continuing till the 2nd semester. Even my friend already quit and already gone back to her hometown for better a future. I never brag about it before, as i don't what should i say. Though, everybody will advice me to stay there and gain something from the experince and i believe i am doing it now. i don't know how serious, or hopeless or drained this upcoming 6 weeks will be, but we shall wait and see the outcomes.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.....

p/s: how i love being able to write in here.....T_T

life is like a drama, but it's not perfect as it is.

hoolaaaa!
it's been a while...and i think i keep saying those words in every posting of mine lately. Not that i'm not aware of it, it's just...YES..it's really been a while..i miss writing here, but the time constrains really bugs me now days.. i don't know what actually I'm doing that makes myself so busy and stuff. and like before, works will never be finished.

Sometimes in order to escape the reality, you just need to create your own fantasy where you;ll be really comfortable in it. Ignore anybody who don't understand yours, as long as you feel fine and happy in what your doing. the pass weeks, tho I'm busy, but i've been spoil with dramas. two perfect dramas that i think or most of us would have a thought to be one of these characters in it. how the heroin got to meet the gorgeous man, even though how ugly or clumsy or even boyish she is, there's still a handsome tall man will chase after her and will do anything to get her attention. That's the typical drama that you'll be seeing everyday. Taking about real life, we do have our own drama in our own script. it's just that you don't know how the story of your life will lead you further. seeing the character cried, you also cried along with them, as if you really understand how it feels to be what they feel that time. When it comes to the hero, everything seems perfect. He's the man of your dream. The great imagination and the perfect human being in the world. But, the sadden thing is the role is just a creation made by the writer.

Life hasn't been this perfect, there must be some way that you will also get hurt the most. A time when you feel really down that you don't have any energy to face the day, or even a time when you really want to deeply fall in love like any other people but you just can't. Just because you're in a reality world when anything can't be predicted. Sometimes you always feels to be in other people shoes like adoring how perfect their life could be, but at the end you just have to be grateful for who you are because your living on this earth must have a great reason that sooner or later you will know the meaning underlying the life that's been given by Him. Poorly, we are just who we are. and they are also who they are. This is the life...this is the reality that we must face everyday...^^




p/s : too many perfect storylines struck in the head sometimes can make me drown by it...T_T

webby speedy web....

the last ranted about me finding a job was on 5th October 2010...and today is actually 7th January 2011 and im employed! hahaha...so my posting thru this blog would be only ONE post for each month back?? so pathetic....! How to cure this pathetic-ness? [ade ke words tu? haha]

Sorting back of the past is good! and you actually can laugh about it. how funny, mad, crazy and upside down ur life is...and i'm thankful THIS not-so-'alive' blog did stored something that i think i wouldn't even remember if i don't wrote it in here.

Yesterday, i had lots of things in mind. Just because i read the newspaper..haha how busy life can be even u can't read at all...huhuh.. and at this moment i realise working's suck!! WHEN...you got tons of work to do and even has to come on weekends, but the pay is SMALL! When i said LOTS...it's really is!! T_T hardly catching up with one thing, you already got another things to settle... =( Just leave the work thingy here...cause the load would never finish.

Back to lots of thought in mind...., yes...i still have it ..unorganised and need to write down on paper first as always..hahaha looks soo serious isn't it? but, it;s actually works. i can't write about something without drafting it first on papers, lets just said the paper and i have the connection...not forgetting the pen. haha then how you're going to be a journalist or editor?? <------itu belakang kire!

*trying to clean the webby speedy web* haha

So guy, this girl has nothing to put up here. this is also a random one since i posted the last photo here, and the i realise about the lack of updating. Though, i'm sure there's not many people will stop by here...but still it's something good to share..ahaha...ape-apela...will moved this lazzy butt to work more and be more hardworking!! erk??!

p/s i'm turning to one year older.....O_Y