today is really unsuspecting day to grieve....
3.06 pm this evening, i received a sms from my brother, Kero
"toki xde dah....br je tadi.."
i was surprised!! but not numb..sad but not sorrow....
i still can laugh at the class, makes jokes, no true feeling is out...
and even asked Madi why i don't feel the feeling!
maybe i already 'redha' for his leaving..
maybe this is for his own good and Allah loves him more and wants him
to stop suffering for everything have been done to him..
Deep down inside...i have sympathy for him..i really hope
he's been blessed and may rest in peace..
i also hope people who have been using him to stop fighting n arguing
bout the world!! i hate them very much!!
toki...
6th October 2007 was nenek,
7th October 2009 was urs,
i have nothing left to say....
Al-fatihah......='(
in memory..
...raya 2007...
p/s: when writing this, Azmir sms said "toki br siap simpan...imam tgh bace talkin"
and i could feel something blurry.....
(people come n go..n when the time come it also would be mine...am i already prepared for that?)
3.06 pm this evening, i received a sms from my brother, Kero
"toki xde dah....br je tadi.."
i was surprised!! but not numb..sad but not sorrow....
i still can laugh at the class, makes jokes, no true feeling is out...
and even asked Madi why i don't feel the feeling!
maybe i already 'redha' for his leaving..
maybe this is for his own good and Allah loves him more and wants him
to stop suffering for everything have been done to him..
Deep down inside...i have sympathy for him..i really hope
he's been blessed and may rest in peace..
i also hope people who have been using him to stop fighting n arguing
bout the world!! i hate them very much!!
toki...
6th October 2007 was nenek,
7th October 2009 was urs,
i have nothing left to say....
Al-fatihah......='(
in memory..
...raya 2007...p/s: when writing this, Azmir sms said "toki br siap simpan...imam tgh bace talkin"
and i could feel something blurry.....
(people come n go..n when the time come it also would be mine...am i already prepared for that?)
6 comments:
al-fatihah..juz put in mind dont ever ever ever be like them yg muka tak malu tue...KARMA will pay..
takziah yan..
sabo k..
moga roh beliau di tempatkan di kalangan org2 beriman.amin..
7hb, the same exact day abah k.zati pergi, huhu.. setiap sesuatu ade hikmahnye.. i'm pretty sure ur grandpa will be just fine up there.. say lots and lots of prayers for him.. amin..
be strong girl.. =)
senn: i hope so too!
dd: amin...=)
ammar: haha trying to be..but i'll be fine....tq! hehe
takziah buat ko sekeluarga...
al-fatihah..T_T
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