Tuesday, October 27, 2009

thank you.....


Thank you..
For staying by my side
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

For meeting someone like me
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

For not able to be better
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side


nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso
tteollinda neowa hamkke gal i giri
saranghae ni apeseo haneun eosaekhan mal
haengbokhae jal sarajwoyahae

na gateun saram manaseo
apeuda cham manhi bujokhan naega
neoui gyeoteseo kkeut kkaji hamkke hae julke
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeoga julke

i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji
hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi
shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

deo jalhae juji mot haeseo
apeuda neul mojaran nae moseubi
himdeurodo na kkeut kkaji jikyeobwa jullae
yeppeun neoui moseub jikyeogajulke

jugeodo i son nohji anhgil gidohae
sesang kkeut kkaji hamkke georeogagil yaksokhae
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

neoman iyeo ya haneun nae maeumeul yongseo hagil
manhi bujokhaedo
manhi mojarado
ganjeolhi neol wonhaneun na in-geol

ttaeroneun himdeun nari chaja ondedo
sesang kkeut kkaji jabeun du son nohji anheulke
jidokhan sarangi shigane jichyeoseo uneun naredo
maengse halke yeppeun chu-eok kkok jikilke

komawoyo nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso

p/s: i'm touched with no reason! wakakaka....
[sorry bro..the words die and not releasing hands until the end is in here...hehe]

Thursday, October 22, 2009

between a holiday and homework(s)

1. last week was deepavali...my class was off from the friday till tuesday. It's 5 days off! and i'm here, stranded at the hostel!! can't believe isn't it? me neither....haha..usually, when it comes to holiday, me and senah were the first person will 'cabut balik' haha...lepas je kelas terus lompat naik bas balik...hehe but this time around we just stayed at the hostel with the hope and desired to finish all the 'tertunggak' homework yg bertimbung! finally, it's still not been finish until just now. i've just finished editing my research proposal! hahaha... [gimme a clap!] feel a bit relief..but my chapter 2 [literature review] feel like out of mind pun ade..haha...whatever...as long as i finished it! hahaha....

2. due to the holiday, my roomate asked me and senah if we would like to join a tv show recording with Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah [yes! the famous psychologist 2]...senah was excited thinking that she will be in the tv at last. hahaha. We've been there on friday morning and shoot 3 episodes of the show title 'Making a Difference'. honestly speaking, it is a good show with lots of knowledge n tips..but the way it's been carried out was so bored! Aigoo...i'm just awake when he interviewed the first panel..the rest is history! [there're 3 panel all together]hahaha..by the way this show will be air next year at 6am in the morning! haha...my sleepiness may be suit the time of the program shown. hahaha.....

3. this sem, i realise that i'm become more busy. with the assignments of cuz..cannot be denied. but then..there's Residen Sport Day...we [include senah,wani & zati] were 'gatal-gatal' volunteer to help the organisation to make the day come true! haha..it was full of meeting and the day of the program is tomorrow! i hope it went well and i'm sure we're will been half dead of tiredness! ahahaha...Not enough with that, we also 'gatal tangan again' applying for the convocation festival @ feskonisel 09 secretariat under the Publicity bureau!...haha..the nightmare starts! haha...this Feskonisel 09 will be held next week due to our 4th Unisel Convocation Day...hope it's all been moved smoothly as planned.

4. My fave boy bands are going to release their album!!! Yes...boy band[s] with the 'S'. Aigooo... quiet excited and trilled to hear their new songs. Since SS501 already release the album, 'Rebirth' for last 2 days ago, i've manage to hear the preview of the album and it is breath-taking +tremendous+amazing!! Their new single, 'Love Like This' is very catchy and sound fresh! haha can't wait for the comeback on clip video guys [oppa sunbae!sarangheeee!! ahahha] As for Westlife, after a year of holiday from recording and tour, they also appear with their 7th studio album, 'Where We Are'!! my long live boy band since school haha....but the frustrating part is, they still have covers in this album even before that Shane several times mention in the interview that there will be no cover at all! guys...what's happen! the new single will be the cover version of Daughtry song 'What About Now'. i miss your own songs lads! still will looking forward to have it...hehe lastly, my Lifehouse band! haha..releasing the 'Smoke & Mirror', it also a brand new album after the previous one last year. Listen to the voice of Jason Wade again made me eager to hear other songs too!! haha the single 'Halfway Gone' really fulfill my expectation...! can't wait to get the whole album!! haha.....

4. i'm coming towards the end, i still hope all my assignments and presentations will fastly move away! hahaha still lots to be settled. looks like the holiday and the homework never works together. hahaha....plus! all my friends from other uni will be facing final exam and of cuz will be on holiday early compared to mine! waaa...not fair!! haha...jealous! but..gud luck guys! ti kite plan dasyat2 ek mase cuti? hahahaha

p/s: i think i'm goin to broke again next month! haha...[hope not!]

looking forward for this....

album: Rebirth
Single: Love Like This
Release: 20 Oct 2009

Album: Where We Are
Single: What About Now
Release: 30th November 2009

Album: Smoke & Mirror
Single: Halfway Gone
Release: 8th December 2009

p/s: what does this mean? hahaha....

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Pergi tak kembali....Al-fatihah...

today is really unsuspecting day to grieve....

3.06 pm this evening, i received a sms from my brother, Kero

"toki xde dah....br je tadi.."

i was surprised!! but not numb..sad but not sorrow....
i still can laugh at the class, makes jokes, no true feeling is out...
and even asked Madi why i don't feel the feeling!
maybe i already 'redha' for his leaving..
maybe this is for his own good and Allah loves him more and wants him
to stop suffering for everything have been done to him..

Deep down inside...i have sympathy for him..i really hope
he's been blessed and may rest in peace..
i also hope people who have been using him to stop fighting n arguing
bout the world!! i hate them very much!!

6th October 2007 was nenek,
7th October 2009 was urs,
i have nothing left to say....

in memory..

...raya 2007...

p/s: when writing this, Azmir sms said "toki br siap simpan...imam tgh bace talkin"
and i could feel something blurry.....
(people come n go..n when the time come it also would be mine...am i already prepared for that?)

quick update! hehe...

i've just realised that actually i have lots in mind to share, but too lazy to write OR thoughts that keep playing in mind cannot be elaborated as one whole entry due to lack of infos OR it can, but depends to certain topics......haha so i think i'm gonna change the way i wrote this blog before. Just upload what's on your mind been hovered to; short,long, a few, little, many; all...just put it together. Can meh?? hehe......

1. my Oppa Sunbae is back (!!! *excited*) from his public isolation. This is the first glance of him after his recovery from H1N1, 3 weeks back i guessed. Thought the recovering mode would be until end of this month but he's and other boys (SS501) were participating in Korea China Relationship Concert in China just now. He still looks weak but comfortable in figure. Handsome + cool OPPA! hurry for more action!..hehe

2. "Do you really have to be like 'half naked' just to attend faculty Hari Raya celebration??" This is my thought with Senah when we saw, 2 girls wearing a 'nipis + jarang' baju kebaya with sarong + the other one was wearing a short sarong like with an intention to show her nice long white legs without bulu to public as we're on the way back from literature class tonight. "Look at us guys! Hot chicks here!" What a lame attention la girls...but sure works..who knows! ngee````

3. i don't know what all of you think, but i think bathroom is the room where i recall n create new ideas! hahaha.. Lots of things pop up through my head, jumping & jumping but as i sit back and write this entry, only the 2 point above is out to write! grrrr!

4. tones of assignment are also queuing up. Most of it need to be submitted next week. Overall, 3 lesson plan + one research proposal + one bigbook to design = countless time needed!! Remembered a dialogue from our group discussion this morning while discussing one of the assignment. Senah said, "Nie kite duk bincang assignments lecturer lain, skali datang Zarihan (our lecturer for teching writing subject) esok terus bagi assignment baru + nak minggu depan + kene present!" The truth is, Zarihah did leave a note to our class rep. bout the assignment need to be done tomorrow and the class is cancelled! " Lecturers lain bukan main lagi Q bagi assignment + suh submit bile2 yg ok...dtg je Zarihan terus potong Q n submit cepat..terpakse tgl keje lain buat keje die...adoila" bebel Senah
lagi lepas tue...hahahaha nasib la nah oiii.=)

5. this month, October..Yes October! is going to be my broke month! Today's only 6th October and my 'elaun' already quarter left! Giler! tue la...ikut nafsu lagi...Things that's been desired is more dangerous to be admire off compared to things that are needed to buy in the 1st place. Obviously, i already bought something that're been desired to own first and the conclusion is? 'I'm Broke!'. Abah! Help your daughter here......hehehe =)

6. i have new interest in posting new vocabs or words or saying or quote or wat so ever that can be related to those...hahaha You know sometimes you just have your favorite words of the day. As for me, my word for today come across when i watched "The Mentalist" tv show this evening. It's like the trademark of the story to start with this word when its begun, complete with defination + phonetic symbols + explanation = MENTALIST


/ 'men-tÉ™-list/ (noun)

  • someone who uses mental ability, hypnosis and/or suggestion.
  • a master manipulator of thoughts and behaviour.

i think that's all for tonight..and i also realised, it is not a quick update! haha....

there he is with the black cap..always looking down, walking @ Icheon airport
when departuring for China....hehe =)

p/s: assignments + all works!! here i come!!! hahahaha i have to start managing my works if not somebody said i'm not matured if i failed to do so!...LOL

Thursday, October 1, 2009

hikayat Raya 2009...

wah....nie raye ke brape baru nak buat entri pasal nie? haha
mood xde le weh! dalam kepale nie ade je nak post tapi...
kemalasan lagi kuat melanda! haha...
by the way..nie adalah gambar2 sepanjang raye 2009 yang:
  • happening!!
  • superb..besh!
  • create its own story n history...
  • last as a student n last dapat duit raye!! hukhuk...
  • ingat sampai bile2 la....haha
a picture worth a thousand of words..but nie ade byk gambar nie...interpret la ye...haha

Raya Pertama:

  • raya ngan family+sdare mare+spupu spapat...hehe
  • jalan rumah toki+nekma, selebehnye lepak rumah! haha

Raya Ke Dua & Ke
  • Raya ke-2: open house rmh faten, but since G-22 x cukup org..not many photos taken!
  • Raye ke-3: mase nih mmg berjalan x igt alam! start dgn my home, proceed to others houses (frens n seniors houses). of cuz mase nieh mkn byk gile!!! =) weee...muke pun makin bulat! haha

  • then, ptg tue dapat jemputan untuk Pre-reunion for our batch!! SMKAKA 01-05.. BBQ di rumah safwan sebagai tuan rumah. Ramai yang hadir. Jumpe la balik budak2 nie yg last skali agaknye jumpe 2 or 3 years back... (excited!)
:::the girls:::

:::the boys:::

Raye ke Lima:

  • haha tour time AGAIN!
  • kali nie raye di kerteh rumah Ain, since this year she's coming back to Malaysia for raya!
  • of cuz lots of photos taken. cannot change the facts that my girls are the cam manic!! haahaha

Raye ke Enam:

  • around 230pm got an emergency invitation from C-kem to join him n Ammar to Hisham's wedding. haha never thought 5 all us would be going together since all this while we're only contacting online haha...hisham nie geng C-kem n Ammar..merangkap senior kt skolah dulu la...igtkan mcm ade segan2, tp gempak gile duk pok pek2 dalam kete bercakap..haha 2 baru 5 org..haha
  • finish with the wedding, C-kem suggested for a 'lepak' at the beach...haha..vroom3...again..!
  • haha....bergossip+makan kepok=heaven!
  • cam manic-ing at the beach smpai x igt dunie! hehe

sekian....raye ke7 dah on day balik U balik...hehe..though, i think this is the best Raya so far, with the gathering with ex-schoolmates+ meet old friends + and also unsuspecting meeting with the 'two gays' really make up this raye! hahaha...

p/s: still..epi2 jugak...jgn lupe pade yg tiade...huhuhu....
: selamat hari raye! Jom pose 6 + ganti pose plak! hehe