permanently home...

today is my [wait...i need to count 1st...fri,sat,sun??] 3rd day home! [3rd day baru??]
just spent the whole day unpacking all the 3 years stuff that i bought along with me no matter where i go...and it's lots!! mostly papers! hahaha...[poor trees..!]
what i mean by permanent is..i'm officially finish my study!!
yeay!! [is it really yeay??]
no more assignments..
no more exams..
no more lectures and bla..bla..bla..
sounds good ait?
but i still have a feeling that i'm in a short break as usual and will going back soon...
where?? i dunno..cause i don't have any place to go except here...hohohoh...
so here i am..
homey...
unemployed..
lingered around...

and i still haven't figured out what im going to do with myself..
people said fresh graduates always choosy in selecting jobs..
and now i do understand how it is as i'm one of them now..selecting based on what i want not what i'm needed...[understand??no?? forget bout it...]

aaa....and now i felt too lazy to update the resume...or even send some emails to the place that i really wanted to work with...[eh...where lorr?]

aaaa...! [scream in the head......]

aaaaaaa! [smack the head to the wall.....]


p/s can i hate 김현중 for no good reason?? huhuhu

how stupid is that???

how stupid is that...
when u went for a job interview..
during the briefing about the company, products and bla...bla...bla..
with 12 other candidates...
you actually 'tersengguk'..
[gelap mase depan!]





p/s : i felt stupid and wanna kill myself! [dead....dead...dead] =(

so many things..yet so little time...

it's been a while...
always been a while...
and always let it be as the way it is..
lots of things but then the environment or the mood or even too busy to blog..
should have just write the thought when i have one..
not like kumpul-ing it and then it will gone slowly..

so where should we start...
i'm need to be active today..
or not i'll be a dead 'moving' thing..
cause...
i HAVEN't SLEEP since yesterday!!!!
otookeee???
mengalahkan Meredith Gray....
it's all because of that so-called observation from the supervisor..
huhuhu...
we prepared everything..start from the lesson plans, the teaching aids and bla...bla...bla.. and i stayed up until now just to make sure all my works done for him...
but then...sharply at 7am this morning a msg came said...
"Morning.im so sorry i cant make it for today. down wit fever. can i come on tues?"
hasnah scream...me plak just...feel nothing!
huhuh kuasa tuhan nak deman...what can we do...huhuhu

so here i am...
telling those who reading this ntah ape2 rant...huhuh
it's been everything in this late 2 weeks..
both my brothers now in their new life as a true student life in campus...
while mine also towards the end of being a student..
feel sad...in the same time relieved..but mostly uncertain..
about what?
about what i will be done after this whole practicum ends..it's around 1 week left before it ends
seriously no thought..and plans?? all plains failed...
and now i hate to plan...may the days and time decide what will happen..
whether i stay or gone for good...
so..if any of u know places searching for employee call me ya?? haha

hmm...also something happen to the person i most blogged here..
if u're familiar here [like there's one la kan? haha] of cause no other than 김현중....and the other lads...
one post will up about them...it takes a while to process eveything in gathering all the thoughts..
waiting for the good news to surface..and hope the BOND will be forever..
without a leader is not the same...[yeah...i'm listening to Forever now and if it's Haruman@Only One day..i would teared up! tear aje..not crying..haha] huhuhu
if u don;t understand a thing about this paragraph..just leave it there..hehe..no harm or lost of skipping it...
y always about that 김현중 and Double S 5 Oh 1? because they're the spotlight in mine now..hahahaha..so..Let Me Be The One who Love Ya Forever! [of cuz not me only lorr...haha]

so..anything else happen to me? none maybe..or i can't recall..
my brain cells decreased...that cause the short term memory and also the laziness in me..
scientific proven? none! cause i made that up! hahaha

ah-ha!!! i sent my enemy away already!!! yep3 that bloody term-paper!!! haha i dunno what my other supervisor would think..but believe me sir..
i put so much effort in it...really!!! chommal!!! [watever..like he believe u!] hahaha
and end up a friend who always quite low in our group already got a green light to 'jilid' her term paper...sagt x adil! huhuhu...anything depends on lecturer...
can i say that campus life 50% of what u've done or mark or anything come from them?
no matter how much u scored in ur presentation and bla..bla..bla...at the end...same O same O result happen! cet3! and how Malaysia wanna do the school based assessment towards the school pupils and students? haha Ministry, u should explain further..not just uttering it out cause u think it's worth to try...no..no..no..! better dun try or else would happen...

is my not-having-sleep for a day makes me this chatty and mumbling? if this what happen i'd love it! hahaha..
but make sure i'm not 'tersengguk2' in the staff room sudah! hahaha...

think have to go now...
chekgu petang dh nak masuk...n i'm one of chekgu petang seat..looking for available plug to cucuk krolll's laptop...hahah sorry bro..u're lappy quite tempting compared to mine! [i might share how my laptop looks lilke..ahaha u'll be speechless] hahaha...

so folks..till then...annyonngggg!!!!




p/s : should i apply for a writer or journalist position?? [bajet!!!] =P
p/s : and i survived today from the sleepy head!! O_O
p/s : n now the playlist play the Only One Day song......T_T