Hankering for Oppa Sunbae(s)

Don't know where to start...but every story should has a start no matter what....and ends with an end whether it is a happy ending or the sad one...try to accept both...so this is my story for yesterday misery and uncertainty feeling that i feel right now.....

It's all started on the 1 Sept morning, when i just arrived at my 'sweet' bedroom at the hostel from a long journey back from my home town. As always, after settling down everything, i went online and searching for usual stuffs like facebook-ing,checking this blog dashboard to see if there is any hot or buzzing news around me. And it is a buzzing or even an extravaganza+shocking news waiting as i can see clearly from the blog that i followed stated......

"SS501 is going to Malaysia for the fan meeting!!!"
"They already landed this morning!!"

(ads@ the hotel)

i was like...are you freaking serious????? just for a night or approximately 5 hours journey in the bus and suddenly this news come out of nowhere!! i was like....OMG...OMG...OMG...!!!! Are they serious??? rase macam nok nangeh!! i start googling for more information and it's confirm that they already been here!!! oh..still don't know what to expect!! and start to spread the news to Senah, Wani and Zati.....Oppa Sunbae(s) is coming!! the person who i never imagine would show in this limit of time..! they were here for their DVD photoshoot and also MV for their latest album. Not enough with that...i started to plan a trip to see them... searching for peoples to count in my hunting and stalking my oppa sunbae(s) since the location for the fan meeting is only 30-40 minutes for where i am now...so what a waste to let the biggest+ opportunity just like that..Wani, Zati and Senah already agreed to join in. Then, Pel,Ju,Nadia and Nabila also interested in excorting me tooo...Pel said she never see me exited like this (before this i only crazy over westlife n planning to ambush them if they come but then suddenly the SS501's comin!) ..n Ju added that i was like someboday else! talking n explaining to them in particularly details bout tomorrow event like i'm the mad fan who get so aroused with that news...! hahaha.. of cuz i was! ahaha

3rd Sept 2009....

Last night, wani told me that she can't join us for the stalking due to overload of assignments plus group discussion that never end...but she promise to lend her car for us... (oh gosh! how could i thanked her for the believe she put in me by giving the key! thanks gal! i will remember ur support!).

After the class finished @1230pm...i'm too eager to go home n prepare..but we have to wait for Zati to end her class at 4 since she will be the photographer that evening...Sharp at 415pm, we're heading towards One Utama...i felt everything seems to move soo slow as i driving the car plus the road was quite busy with people who just come back from work...luckily there's no jam... 515pm...we arrived at the One World Hotel,parked the cars (forget to mention that we're going with 2 cars, Pel is driving the other one) and looking for the place the meeting will be held..once the lift open...i can heard the loud scream + noise from the fans. i felt insecured and when i saw the lines....i felt like! oh!!! where are these people coming from!!!! lots of triple S were there!! and the queue was unbelieveable out of mind! I was like..."okeeyyyy..." the hope is gone!!! i heard the security said the first group of fans arrived there @630am!!!! just for the queuing!! at last, there's someone else that are more fanatic then me!! hahahahaha......

So the wrong decisions started to take place! we decided that we're not going to Q up after seeing the lines (1st mistake!!)Hence, we just hovering around the hotel waiting for any lucky people to pass us the 'all access passes' maybe, or hoping to bump onto the boys at the lobby and bla..bla..bla.. wat a hypothesis that doesn't have any solid conclusion! haha....boring waiting....we take pictures and also meet some new friends+fans just like us hovering around for the luck!......but at the end...we went to the meeting spot again and saw that the fans had started moving toward the conference room for the signing.!! waaa...i was hopeless....i should meet one of my online friend, Keisu who also been there a bit earlier than me..and this is also the first face to face meeting for both of us since before this, we're only contacting through ym...i can't even spotted her around almost two thousand fans there...the place was soo pack...!!

-crazily taking pictures while bored waiting-
-plus...we're making new friends! hehe-

-introducing: SS501!!!-
above(from left): Jung Min,SS501,Young Saeng
below: Hyung Joon,Hyun Joong (leader), Kyu Ming

-photos@the fan signing-
-Jung Min even left a drawing for us as souvenir..hehe nice Jung Min!-

At the end...we just waiting outside the glass door and hoping the boys will come out and waved for us....of cuz... that's just a dream..because they never did!!!!...lots and lots of fans coming out screaming with joy and tears...i was like?? waaaaa....! nok nangeh! haha....but then...we're really feel like giving up beside it's already 7pm....the Q was still long to go...bored with waiting and seeing happy people coming out from inside...we go to find some place to cool down...but when we're back..the line become amazingly shorter...like a quarter@1/20 to go..my hope was shining again plus i also felt stupid not to just queuing up in the first place!..i decide that i want to wait till all this end! and nabila willingly to stay there with me as the others will go bukak puase first @ Ikea and it will be our meeting point there. As i wait n wait..,i msg keisu up and she said she's already out with my OPPA SUNBAE, Hyun Joong autograph!! oh gosh....i still in the line with nabila..n suddenly the guards that show a "T" sign means it's over!!!!!! they even lied said that the boys already left to KLIA as their flight to Korea will be on 1145pm.. how dare you lied!!!! i finally get to meet keisu there, and she's so small!! haha...can't even imagine she actually that thin n small haha...she's also very excited showing me the autograph and told me that oppa is really hensem face to face! so far..she manage to get two autograph..one is of cuz the hyun joong oppa..and the other bandmate, Young Saeng.

-tak jumpe yg real...gmbr pun jdla..hahaha-
-keisu,me and nabila...-

After talking+hooping for the amazing stories+taking pictures with her...i finally realise that there's no hope at all and finally decided to join the others at ikea...and the 2nd wrong decision take place! y??...half and hour later...keisu sms me said that she saw the boys going out from the hotel lobby and left for KLIA...waaaaaa if i wait a little bit more..!! From the forum and fan stories,they can see the boys freely at the KLIA!!!Actually,the KLIA thing was already in our plan...if we can't meet the boys at the hotel..we will drive there to catch them. And that's the 3rd wrong decision i've made!i don't know y i have no luck at all that day!

1145pm..the boys already departure to Icheon while i'm grieving in the cinema thinking.."is this a karma???"

the pathetic+frustrated+loyal+crazy+fanatic ( will reach the level soon)
= "kipas susah mati"

-thanks girls for the support n company!-
-lain kali kite wak lagi ek? ahaha-
-more xtreme next time..ehehe-

A special n billion n zillion thanks to my girls!! Yes! all of you! start from Wani for let me drive her car, Zati for willingly be a photographer that day..and of course...the morals support from Senah, Pearl,Nadia,Aliya and Nabila! thanks for the company! this trip would never happen with joys if there's no people like you around me that time. We've tried everything....we've made an effort to come and stuff...but if there's no fate n chance to meet, there's nothing we can do....huhuh...

p/s:SS501 oppa sunbae(s)...Ddo bowayo =).....see you at the upcoming concert!!!!

p/s: i wonder next time, how am i going to get the all access pass or media pass..or anything la! hahaha better make a trick n plans now...haha

p/s: i'm heartbroke! =(

some photos credit to:
-the huntress
(4huntress.blogspot.com)
-triple S Malaysia
(triplesmalaysia.blogspot.com)