If a head-hunter is someone who’s actually looking for an employee, i would say searching for employers is even harder. Since all my life this time involve being a jobless person, more or less my facebook status, my twitter’s tweets and now my blog entries deals with a jobless people’s rant. I ain’t complaining but i’m sick of it. Now i start to fight with myself on what happen. Should i go for something out of my league, or wait for an opportunity that offers me to be well in my own field? The field that i devoted myself for 4 years in study.
Truth said, i’ve no confidence in following that straight path. I have no confidence in teaching people with my absurd English and have no confidence in dealing the people who actually seeking for the knowledge that me myself think i don’t have anything to offer. Oh! Please understand!
I’m just looking for opportunity to be extra ordinary, and now i’m thinking is it a failure to actually enrolled in course that offer no skills in it? I mean, an engineer student who lack of English skills has something else to offer to the job-world, that is his/her engine skills. English is just a spice that will make the market will go for you and sign you up with them. Then what about, an English student, who’s trying to apply for a job, she has nothing to offer other than an English qualification degree, with no other skills. I have friends in the teaching field also, the reason they’ve been accepted is because they sell their English well. Meaning that, they can acquire the language well compare to mine. [down!!]
OK, i’m mumbling about the language again. Sometime i think, can Bahasa Melayu takes place in everything? Hahaha...of course it’s impossible...!
Hahahaha..ignore my rants. I really felt to vomit it all here as in releasing of what i feel now. It’s not that i don’t like to be educator, but this person is too greedy in looking for something more in her life. Being different from anyone else which she also don’t know how, what, when and where to start it off.
p/s : bla..bla..bla....
4 comments:
kes kita serupaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
kita duduk malaysia yang mengagungkan BM or english?
dan kadang2 aku mcm putus harapan.
tp aku percaya bumi Allah neh luas :)
hahah tue la cikin!
komen terbaek la weh!
hahahaha....
jap aku xphm nape ko nk down mcm aku ni????????????
kalo aku ni xkompiden ...mmg layak la...sbb BI aku berterabur
ko kire bersyukur la dpt speaking well...ko tau x sebenarnye bidang ko sgt2 luas dan ko ade kelebihan itu....cume rezeki belom smpai!
ko leh senang2 g oversea keje
aku??????????
nk g africa kene bwk tranlator!!hahahahahahahha
lek2.....prasaan jobless sgt2 kami phmi (kami tu aku ngan cikin)
aku dh byk kali ngadu ngan cikin.,......down 2
die byk up kn aku!
nadey:
weiiii!!!
tetibe africa plak wei!! hahaha
x berhabuk lagi nie...aku pun rimas dh ape x berhabuk2 lagi..nak kete aku nie slalu lap..xpun..haha..
thanks korang! hahah kite serupe! ekekeke
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